Chit chat di hujung summer

Alaa aku dah hapdet gegambo autumn tu baru aku tingat nak chit chat chit chat laks kat sini...hrm..takper lah eks..update in a matter of half an hour heheheh....semalam aku tak gi school, lepak kat umah jer...sajer maleh...so bila kat umah as usual tak ber kojer ler aku..melepak sakan..masak..nap...tgk tv....baca novel sat..then pulun tgk gilmore girls heehee..aku nak perabihkan harinih citer tuh senang ati..lagi 2 cds to go then aku tenang huhuuu..

hrmm autumn should be officially in tomorrow but i guess the summer will still linger for few couple of weeks first before autumn really kick in...it has been like that, that i noticed sejak menjak aku ada kat sini nih...

hrmm....sejak akhir2 nih umah aku asyik ada house inspection jer dari prospective individual buyers....aisehhhh ni buat hati aku gundah gulana balik nih....iskk...i dont wanna move from this house...aku sker dok sini......err aci dak kalau aku nak mintak-mintak takder sesaper berminat nak beli umah nih? heeheehee.

hrmm...weken 2 hari nih aper aku nak buat eks? tu lah dah melepak sangat dah smlm...kan dah boring huhuuu....buat cake resipi si iza tu ker ok gaks...hrmm..takper blasah jer apa2 pon kang..

Waiting for autumn..

..and the beautiful sceneries it should bring...

Antara angan dan harapan...

..haa merasa tajuk berbaur sastera harinih hehe

Aku tengah renung dalam-dalam schedule kat bawah nih utk submit ethics application aku on my questionnaire nih..memang dalam buat research, q'aire nak kena dapat ethics approval dulu baru boleh proceed....hrmm...so aku tgh tengok2 la tu bila masa yg sesuai dan agak2 aku boleh confirm dah ngan q'aire aku tuh....penting date yg nih sbb dia nanti akan affect bila aku akan start collect data tu kang and then affect analysis dan seterusnyer...hrmmm Wa...ko tolong telekkan jap tarikh nyer utk aku heheheh kidding of course!

Anyway, ni aku nak berangan kejap pasal progress study aku nih...sajer jer la pepagi nih kan.. mentara aku nak start wat bekpes kat amran nih kan....layan jer la..

31/3/09 - proposal defense

April '09 - ethics application and approval, proposal minor refinement *tu diah dah tau result proposal defense dah hahaha*

May '09 - refine q'aire, test q'aire

June '09 - pilot study, refine q'aire

July - Aug '09 - actual data collection via online survey i.e. tepek q'aire kat website, then dok dendiam goyang kaki kekekeke

Sept '09 - contingency on data collection plan

Oct - Nov/Dec '09 - data analysis

Dec '09 - naik kapal terbang, jenjalan bercuti..mana?? taktau hahaha
Jan '10 - July '10 - thesis writing

Aug '10 - siap actual one whole draft of thesis * dah actual, draft laks lagi..takper layannn*

Sep - Nov '10 - ting tong ting tong draft thesis aku antara aku ngan sv

Dec '10 - siap, ring-bind, submit to 3 external examiners *wuhuuuuu*

Jan '11 - Feb '11 - tunggu berita dari examiner, keje part time, jalan sakan..*NZ seharusnyer masuk schedule* rasa macam malas nak balik mesia lagi..lepak sini jer kot sesambil keje cari duit poket..

Mac '11 - dapat berita dari examiner, perbetulkan thesis, hard-bind, submit

April/ May '11 - convocation, congrats Dr H! wah wah wahhh

June '11 - balik mesia

Aug 11, 2011 - kita jumpa-jumpaan dan gathering di batu gajah perdana, kawan maya kawan tak maya *diet cepat weii sesaper yg berkenaan!* hahahah

*masa ni aku foresee ada orang bawak buah tangan......roast chicken wak jedi, soto *matsusly*, ikan bilis labuan, laksa taiping, mee bandung muor, pizza buatan sendiri, kek batik, kuih siput sg petani, pecal, dragon fruit, ivory gateaux cake brunei mari, sate kajang, nasi lemak dibeli di gerai kak nab atau melenggang bawak body ala diva berkasut merah! hahaha merasa nooo*

hehehe berangan jer schedule aku tuh....hrmm....macam perfect jer perjalanan study aku tuh eks...tapi..actually lepas aku tulis nih..aku tengok balik.. menda alah schedule anganan aku nih.. betul-betul menghampiri 4 thn maximum duration study! *Aug 11 cukup2 4 thn...ehhh tu besday aku!! hehe maksud aku tadi, Aug 2011* phewwww! sipi jugak perjalanan pengajian aku rupanyer selama nih eks... meaning, kalau aku nak balik before 4 yrs, aku mmg sesunggohnyer kena ikut schedule yg aku tulis kat atas tuh or tarik earlier than that, which, in the beginning of typing it, i thot it's just for fun and kasi semangat ajer! but macam kena jadik kenyataan ajer dah rupanyer huhuuuu

Okess dah lah!

Happy weekend ols! owhh btw, kalau ada sesaper phd student terbaca entry aku hat nih...jangan kondem laaa eks angan2 on schedule aku nih..jgn aaa kata aku terlalu ambitious ker haper eks....kasi chance aaaa hehehe..ni doa jugak nih actually..

Wokes....daaaaaa..will miss u ols so much!

Result conference fund yg aku apply tuh..

Aku dah dapat feedback on the funding yg aku apply kat school nih yg aku citer2 haritu tuh and the result is: successful heeheehee..alhamdulillah, syukur...dan aku mendoakan saper-saper yg sama-sama mendoakan aku haritu tuh turut dimurahkan rezeki jugak yer..

Anyhow, ni baru part of doa aku yg dimakbulkan Tuhan..ada lagi separuh lagi lom tau..ittew conference taktau lah paper aku accepted ker idak.. these two needs to tango together..tak dapat lagi satu pon tutop citer gaks laa...hrmm..sengap soh jer nih berita dari mesia tuh...hrmm...entah lah.. apa2 pon aku redha jer...option aku yg lain boleh apply conference hat lain pulak..no hal...anzmac ujung tahun kat melbourne pon ada gaks lagi optionnyer yg aku buleh guna fund nih...so see how.

Sekian bebelan aku di pagi yg hening ini...doakan kejayaan aku yer..dan lagi satu, aku dah consider myself done dah ngan proposal aku nih...akan submit this coming monday nih insyaallah sbb tgh nak final look kat questionnaire aku tuh utk di attachkan sama to get some feedback....so doakan segala nyer ok hat ni juga yer...

Wokesss happy weekend ols....ehh harinih khamis eks.. jumaat keliwon bak kata bat hahahah

Cerita indon

Aku kalau nak beli ayam or daging normally akan gi ker tj muamallah kat kensington nun.. dekat jer and some more fresh and bersih...tukang jual nyer indon yg mmg famous la kat sini nih..so, rutin aku would be like seminggu ayam/daging, seminggu seafood gitu.. macam skali pegi belah sini jer and the other week pegi belah paddy's/city laks utk seafood..slalunyer gitu la idak ler campur2..

Si tukang jual kat tj tu pon dah kenal beno dah ngan aku * and i guess ngan malay students sini yg lain jugak lah kot*...aku sokmo stock kan fridge aku ngan minced meat..sentiasa ada jer utk buat apa2 karang kan which slalunyer spagetti jer lah *si amran dah mau makan spagetti katanyer*...so sokmo aku beli sekilo or sekilo setgh la skali beli..Ada sorang si tukang jual brader indon tu yg gaya2nyer slow la sikit buat keje nyer slalu attend kat aku nyer order..macam agak berumur sket la orangnyer..tp tiap kali aku tgk cara dia buat keje dia yg dengan slow-melow dan extra berhati-hati tuh, macam lawak laks pada aku hehehe tp takder ler aku komplen laks..dia ok jer...but anyway, satu haritu aku beli half a kilo jer minced meat.. wahhh si brader indon tuh noticed rupanya different order aku kali nih and dah boleh nak psiko aku dah tau hehehe..gini dia cakap..

aku: bagi minced meat half a kilo *mmg aku kadang cakap omputeh kadang malay ngan dia as dia indonesian kan*

brader indon : *ngan slang  indon* wahh setengah kilo saja hari ini yaa?

aku : iyaa...banyak-banyak karang lambat habes...lagipon masih ada lagi dalam fridge..

brader indon : ooo begitu yaa

dia pon gi la tok tek tok tek and aku nampak dia baru keluokan minced meat yg baru *masa tu pagi lagi*..so macam fresh la lagi..

brader indon : ini daging ya, kalau pagi-pagi masih fresh yaa..

aku: oo iya ker..

brader indon : kalau fresh yaa, sebaiknyer amik sekilo..

aku dalam hati : *amboiiiihh brader nih dah boleh nak pomot minced meat dah kat aku hahaha*

aku : tak apa lah..cukuplah ni dulu...minggu depan mungkin ya..

and then nak tau apa jawapan brader indon..

brader indon : saya tunggu yaa minggu depan

aku dalam hati : *hehh dia nih siap nak tunggu tuh minced meat nyer pasal hahahahah*

aku masuk dalam keter *amran tunggu dalam keter jer*..aku citer kat amran yg brader indon tu nak tunggu aku datang minggu depannyer.. dia gelak2 jer la..

.....

then selang 2 minggu kemudian nyer, kami ke tj as usual nak beli lauk la....tapi aku pelik kali nih si amran beriya nak park keter and turun ikut skali aku masuk kedai... normally kalau aku takder plan nak beli byk..dia tak turun keter..just tunggu jer situ...so, macam biasa aku kata la  takyah aaa kejap jer..takyah parking pon...tapi si amran gigih jugak ikut masuk kedai sama..tak kisah la..lepas beli2 and sembang2 kejap ngan brader indon tuh kami pon chalo...

then only it struck me naper amran sibuk nak ikut skali masuk kedai kali nih kekekeke and bila masuk keter aku pon point that out la kat dia, dia tak jawab tapi gelak jer hahahaha.. betui la tuh hehehe

Wokesss sekian citer indon versi ringan harinih..

Toys

..i mean what i got myself yesterday...aku actually nak mencari suatu menda utk digunakan berkaitan keje aku nih....tapi biasa lah kan.mata rambang ku ini...

Aku memang ada masalah bila tgk buku citer/novel baik english mahupon malay....i just can't resist the temptation to get my hands on them...baca memang akan baca...no matter soon or later...gitulah.. masa kat mesia *baik masa dulu kala or masa balik cuti*..i'll always visit mph and get myself novels...*tp idak pulak aku gi cari buku berkaitan keje kannn :P*...so smlm udah ternampak ini buku-s..so grabbed them and add them to my collection of novels...my partner mmg paham sgt dah my pe-el yg gemor grab few books at one time instead of one at a time...yeahhh...ini buku sudah berada di rak kecik sebelah katilku huhuuuu..bed time story yeahhhh..

Inilah menda asal yg memang aku nak cari semalam... ni notetaker or recorder... aku memang nak guna menda ni utk presentation masa proposal defense aku...sbb aku nak dengo balik my presentation performance and also paling penting, aku nak dengo soklan2 depa tu kang... alaa biasa la kannn.. omputeh2 nyer accent and slang nih.. aku slow sket pick up but i dont want to miss their comments and suggestions nanti....and also, i thought it is worth it beli jugak coz i'm pretty sure i'll get involved with many, many more presentations after this.. sure punyer...walaupon soklan2 menembak atau memanah pasal keje nih kadang2 sakit hati, still aku rasa itulah yg paling penting dalam satu-satu presentations where the questions are actually helpful for work enhancement... so nak tak nak aku nak kena fokus & amik kira gaks soklan2 tuh.....and i thought just in case i couldnt get those immediately, might as well get this one to help me out...hrmm..so bebaik bila korang jumpa ngan aku nanti.. perbualan korang mungkin dirakam hehehe...

Gi ker JB HiFi...mentara si partner mencuci mata gi ker bahagian those tv-tv nun... aku seperti biasa melilau ker bahagian dvd... and ternampak GG season 7 nih.. aku mmg lama dah mencari season last nih dok takder jer... so nampak jer yg nih terus grab this one...menda2 gini kalo kat mesia aku ulang alik kat bt feringghi nyer pasar malam dahhh...habis yg nih aku tengah berpkir-pkir series apa laks yg aku nak follow nih hrmm....

Semalam sempat ber-lasagna bagai...actually susu fresh milk tu dah lama beli and tak terbuat-buat jugak.. ni dah few days nak expired baru kelam kabut buat.. buat sebekas kecik jer coz si amran tak gemor menda2 gini....so help yourself yach..

Wokesss daaaa..

Bunga

Actually dapat a vase of flower nih dari si mak hayams nun last weekend lagik.. lupa laks nak post up kat sini...sajer rasa nak simpan laks kat sini...

Pre-empt

..am in the midst of pre-empting possible questions relating to my work while at the same time compiling questions i've heard in all those defense seminars that i've attended before and try to answer them in my context....noticed that some questions are typical FAQs...grgrgrgrgr....

Malu nyer aku!

adoiii malunyer aku ngan bernardo semalam...

petang semalam aku ada kat printing room nak print artikel2 aku la sebelum nak chalo balik umah...bernardo was there doing his printing work as well.. so mentara2 tu sembang2 kejap...we were talking about each other's scholarship...jangkamasa scholarship... the bond.. what happens if exceeds..who's gonna pay the remaining fees and all lah.. he was the one who started questioning me..so aku explain lah kat dia.. pastu aku tanya2 dia laks..then aku tanya dia satu soklan tu..sambil nunjuk gayanyer *gerak tangan* skali..

"so, how long is your..your .." masa ni aku macam tengah nak abeskan sentence aku sambil tangan aku buat ler gaya panjang tu kan.. u know.. dua jari telunjuk aku nih macam ukur pembaris pendek cara melintang tuh.. skali tetiba si bernardo terus tunduk terus gelak terbahak bahak! for one good second aku terpinga dia nih apa hal??? thennnn.....it struck me! eeiii malunyer akuuuuuu!! i didnt mean to ask that silly! hehehehe tapi adoii masa tuh aku taktau nak taruk mana muka aku....but of kos la kita duaorg gelak kaw kaw nyer kat printing room tuh...heee malu betul! aku kan skema orang nyer ahaks ahaks! lepas- lepas tuh aku dah tokleh nak sambung sentence aku.. dah tokleh nak tanya the actual question dah.. yer lah otak skema aku nih dah corrupted dah ahaks ahaks! perlukan penyucian yg sejati hahahaha banyakkkk ler sejati nyer tuh hehehe...then terus aku cakap kat dia.."owhh now i cant finish my sentence already!.. i'd better go, i am just too embarassed!"..sambil aku hurriedly belah dari bilik tuh aku dok dengo si bernardo kukik kukik lagi gelakkk eeeeee...

sabo jer lah.. so actually aku lom tau baper lama duration scholarship dia nih.. and nak raise up the question balik pon aku tau sure kitaorg akan gelak sakan nyer kang and malu lah aku! tapi being me, ermmm aku tanya gak lah kang...hehehehe

Wokess daaaa..

Sihat dah

Alhamdulillah meks sihat dah harini nih.. ringan dan segar rasa badan....err setakat harini la esok lusa taktau la pulak...so perhaps baik amik lagi sebijik ubat demam la kot lepas brekkie ni kang.. last one...

...hrmm.....tak sempat aku nak gi beli scott's emulsion macam yg BokD advice tu hehehe...bubur McD bak kata DL tu pong tak sempat apatah lagi la nak masak sendiri kannnnn hehehehe....perhaps selimut 5 lai made in labuan yg si Iza bagi nun pon jugak buat aku kebah cepat kot hahaha made in labuan yach! parcel kan pada aku selai yach..or perhaps demam aku nih dah transfer ker Bat kot sbb peluk dia kekuat smlm erkkkk idak kot no Bat.. ko sihat2 ajer kannnn hehehe..

Anyway, semalam gi jumpa boss nak tunjuk kerja yg aku dah edit & refine hasil suggestion si jennifer haritu...and sembang2 kejap..pastu dia citer rupa2nya dia baru jer kena mild heart attack a day before yesterday..huh terkejut aku!..tp dia kata dia tak sedar pon bila jadiknyer..cuma bila dia ada sharp pain kat tangan dia and dia gi cek up tgk2 Dr kata ada kena mild heart attack.. macam yg ilham penah kena skali dulu tuh...hrmm...so aku pon dengo ler dia citer2 pasal tu.. pasal kerisauan dia and all sbb dia tgh tunggu result dari Dr lepas buat further cek up....and for the first time aku laks boleh cakap kat dia.."no M, you are gonna be okay..the result will come out fine"..hehehe sabo jer lah....then smlm petang *lepas meeting ngan aku tuh* dia gi amik result kat clinic... and to my surprise dia call aku from the clinic kata nope, the result is negative...lega aku... i'm happy for him..

Semalam chatting chatting jugak and ada my fren yg lama tak bersembang ngan dia nih, buzz aku..i mean, we are visible to each other cuma jarang sembang la..cuma catch up on study progress jer la once in a while....then memasing buat hal memasing.. and she told me that dia tengah sedih sbb dia baru discover mak dia ada cancer.. aduhaiii, aduhaiii...aku kenal jugak mak dia sbb dia penah dok dekat umah aku dulu before pindah ker Sg Buloh which aku penah sampai gaks...sedih la of kos..imagine aku berada ditempat dia gitu la kan..hrmm...slalu nyer cancer nih hanya discover masa dah stage atas dah kan.. hrmm....arwah adik dia dulu pon meninggal sbb leukimia..hrmm.. to a point dia cakap kat aku semalam yang family dia macam kena curse jer sbb every 7.5 yrs ada jer menda2 gini happen to her family...penyakit2 gini ada faktor keturunan jugak kan? entah laa..

..hrmm.. tu lah dia kan.. we never know apa dan bila laks penyakit akan menimpa diri & family kita nih kan...

Wokesss dah lah..nak buat kojer nih..

Long john & orange juice

Badan macam tak baper nak sedap la.. macam ala-ala nak demam tak demam jer nih...yer lah kan.. haritu panas yakmat now sejuk yakmat.. that drastic change of weather mmg mengundang demam la rasanyer...memang skrg nih dok ujan jer and aku pon dah start with jacket dah kat school nih...kat umah ngan long john *ni baju tau!! hahahaha*, winter boots and comforter....tinggal lagi aku lom start pakai heater jer...aku kalo boleh heater hanya start pakai time betui2 winter yg sejuk amats jer lah..sbb nak jimat bil letrik...

Alah weather nih rasanya sikit lagi pon dah nak autumn dah nih...tak terik macam haritu dah kot lepas nih...and takkan jadik sejuk bebeno lagi kot.....Anyway, malam semalam aku dah belasah ubat demam sesiap dan berselubung kasi berpeluh...hehehe and will continue on consume....erkk boleh ker gitu ha? aku nih sokmo gitu tau.. belum demam lagi tp dah rasa tak sedap teruih jer makan ubat demam..skali pkir macam tak bagus laks sbb aku macam block demam tu keluo....hrmm entah lah....tp alaa dalam masa-masa gini mana boleh demam.. timing nak demam tak kena laaa hehehe.

And as usual, kalut lah aku gi beli orange juice berliter-liter...kalo kat mesia dulu aku akan beli oranges berlambak and pulun makan once aku dah start nak rasa selsema or tak sedap badan.. and selalunyer it worked for me...memang tak sempat selsema and tak sempat demam....sbb tu aku still continue on dok buat gini..si ky siap associate kan aku ngan orange juice.. dia kata tiap kali dia selsema dia akan tingat aku & orange juice hehehe.

Wokessslah daaaaaa.

Tuko topik

Dalam 2, 3 minggu lepas ada few sequence of events that happen...samada kat aku or colleague aku or kengkawan overseas aku...yang membuatkan aku reflect banyak-banyak kali pada diri aku sendiri....yang akhirnyer membuatkan aku..samada bersyukur, insaf, paham ataupon sedar diri...

One of them, bila aku berada dalam situasi yg teruk...ala-ala tersepit gittew... i mean, i have long forgotten of how it felt to be in such a situation until that day.. hrmm.. tak lena tido aku.. rasain lorrr hehehehe....ok ok i know, i speak in riddles hehehe..

Okeh tuko topik laa...

Pasal meeting aku semalam ngan jennifer. The meeting was brief and capai objektif aku, i would say. I had wanted to get her advice *or more on confirmation actually* on my research method as she is an expert in research methods...tapi tup tup tang method seems to be be fine not a problem, sebaliknyer tang model aku laks yg disoal bertubi-tubi...i mean, she asked for clarification..and although i am crystal clear of what i am doing, the fact that she had to ask question after question about this one particular variable before she finally understood and agreed, gives me an indication that i have issues in giving explanations on this one huhuuu....meaning, i have to work this out before my defense sok...Overall, from her point of view no error with my work..just that she gave few minor suggestions that are actually up to me to take or not...of looking at the outcome i'm seeking for from other perspectives as well...i mean, kat writing takder masalah tapi i could ask few more questions in my questionnaire tu sok and get enhanced result...neway, this is her view.. kita tengok laks org lain nyer pendapat time defense sok...pray for a smooth flow for me yer...

Okay tuko topik la pulak..

Semalam dapat mail from mesia..thanks to Wa yg post menda alah nih.. aku mintak kat dia last month sbb aku nakkan kalendar mesia hehehe..tahan aku tak beli kalendar meja aussie nih sbb menunggu dari dia hehehehe..dia pon bagi dua teruihhh..satu kat umah, satu kat skool..excellent!!

Okay tuko topik lagik...u ol lunch aper harinih? Nahh aku serve u ol nih..

..sushi ngan kangkung goreng belacan.. merasa no kekekekeke *sushi tu rupa tak baper nak kena skets tuh sbb 2nd attempt tak baper nak reti lagi hehehe*

Okesss daaaaaa

Ubat

Aku rasa nak amik ada satu ubat nih lah....ubat aper tuh? adaaa laaaa..ngeh ngeh ngeh

Wokehhh nak gi royal randwick japs beli kiwi and pisang..dalam fridge udah yilek!

Sabtu pagi yg sejuk..

Freaked out

....got meeting today with one of my examiners! huhuuu

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[update: 10.15am]

On a last minute call, si jennifer terpaksa cancel laks sbb dia ada urgent matter harinih tak dapat datang school..cehhh penat aku freak out dari mlm tadi sampai ker saat-saat terakhir tadik...rugi gaks aku spray perfume byk2 tadik.. yerr walaupon nak jumpa lecturer pompuan, nak gaks wangi-wangi terlebey sket hehehe psiko jer tuh...tapi kensel laks grrrrr...ehhh tapi takper..sekurang2nyer buat gaks pahala sket siap baca2 segala mala ayat2 & doa2 tadi heheheheheh...huh! ada selera aku nak makan harinih...*erkk sejak bila laks pandai tak berselera makan nih?? usah caya! hehe*

..tapiiiiiiii the freak out will prolong!! till this coming monday iskkkk!!

*icon kira baper patah perkataan :P* 

For three months

*ehem*

.....huhuuuu...

....lalalalala....

....good thinking! hee hee

..alhamdulillah..

Clock ticking

..tick tock tick tock...

...lalalalala

God bless...

..almost looked like autumn already but not just yet...and this is a forecast anyway..

Model

..cute cats, aren't they?

Virus

..adoiii..laptop aku dah jadik tempat virus berkampong nih! Scan berkali-kali ngan avg pon takmo ilang nih...tengok tuh..siap cekak pinggang kat aku lagi! haiihhhh

Hot summer...

..yeap it is...

Tengok apa tu..

..comel kan kucen-kucen nih?

owh just this and that..

**ok, ok lepas aku publish entry nih baru aku nampak yg ni another one bebelan tah haper haper aku..so korang boleh skip ajor yg ni yach!**

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Bila berjumpa balik kengkawan yg tau aku tgh study nih...mesti depa tanya amacam study? erkk kadang-kadang taktau nak cakap camana....nak cakap good, bunyi cam riak laks...nak cakap not too good, bunyi cam sangatlah tak sure pulak kan...so normally aku just cakap, slowly progressing but insyaallah surely...

Anyway, my very first draft questionnaire dah siap... but like i said, my very first draft..so seharusnyer berdozen-dozen draft lagi to go kan...and upon the draft ke baper yg aku mampu siapkan dekat2 nak defend sok, mungkin nak mintak tolong sesaper tolong isi kan and see where it goes wrong..

Next in line, aku nak kena contact laks website administrator and see whether depa nak cooperate dak ngan aku...hrmm..i dunno if this is too early ker aper ker.. tp rasanya elok jugak recce-recce dah nih...sbg langkah persediaan..dunno see how..

Talked to my sv semalam... hrmmm....ropernyer dalam diam-diam dia ada buat plan jugak on my work nih...tp suffice to say, aku rasa a bit lega la bila sembang-sembang ngan dia smlm...aku mintak insight dia sikit on my work lepas defend nih *just to see sebenarnyer*. Sebab kadang dia nih nampak cam tak peduli pon sangat pasal keje aku nih tp roper-ropernyer dia perati dalam diam and dah ada future plan dalam kepala dia. Sebelum defense date aku di-setkan haritu, aku ingat dia let me loose gitu jer..roper2nyer dia dah siap cari dah saper my reader/examiner for my proposal nih *yg mark and jennifer tu*...and latest smlm dia kata, dia dah contact/talk to my potential thesis examiner..a canadian dia kata...sorang lagi, dia nak malaysian *tu task aku la tuh utk suggest names kat dia*. *sigh* mintak-mintak ler fund yg aku mintak kat graduate school hari tuh lulus and paper aku accepted..no news lagi nih.. selang sehari aku dok check portal tuh..

**eh ehhh naper cepat sangat dia cari thesis examiner aku nih eks??? defense proposal pon belum.....dia jangka aku akan habis awal ker?? jeng jeng jeng!!**

Anyway, smlm dia kata kalau nak compare ngan other seniors kat school, aku actually dah ahead of time and in track..entah lah..kadang dia tu cakap jer....aku laks sokmo compare my progress ngan kengkawan aku kat mesia, NZ & manchester yg start about the same time as myself and i would say aku terkebelakang...tp amran kata aku compare apple and orange sbb context & situasi berbeza maka aper yg diharungi pon berbeza..

Anyway, nampak gayanyer plan sv aku tuh macam selari dgn apa yg ada dalam kepala aku nih..i mean, ngan apa yg aku plan nak buat lepas2 nih....macam serasi jugak la aku bekerja ngan dia nih....entah la.. tengok camana nanti....aper-aper pon, alhamdulillah takder masalah setakat nih dgn dia..

hrmm..weather kat nsw this weken dijangka 47 degree yew! so mana aku nak gi utk menyejukkan badan nih? ahaaaa shopping complex ada aircond kan kan kan?? kekekekeke

Semalam tup tup tanpa di sangka-sangka, rezeki masuk....alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah...aku mendoakan moga korang-korang pon dimurahkan rezeki juger yach..

okesss tu jer daaaaa.

Today's pick

Memandangkan dari semalam nyer entry ni feveret lagu almost everybody ... so let's enjoy this song for the time being yach! *mentara aku perabihkan questionnaire aku nih*. Nenanti aku cari lagu layang-layang laks heheheeh *taktau ada ker dak huhuuu* 

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Mamma Mia

Ive been cheated by you since I dont know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn? 
I dont know how but I suddenly lose control
Theres a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you? 
Mamma mia, does it show again? 
My my, just how much Ive missed you
Yes, Ive been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go? 
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.

Ive been angry and sad about the things that you do
I cant count all the times that Ive told you were through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you wont be away too long
You know that Im not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you? 
Mamma mia, does it show again? 
My my, just how much Ive missed you
Yes, Ive been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go? 
Mamma mia, even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or never
Mamma mia, its a game we play
Bye bye doesnt mean forever

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you? 
Mamma mia, does it show again? 
My my, just how much Ive missed you
Yes, Ive been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go

:: Abba ::

Warning letter!

grrrrrr.......

Lemme start with that!

Semalam nak balik dari school as usual si partner amik...masuk masuk jer keter, dia terus tunjuk surat. Surat aper laks ni, aku tanya. Dia kata, warning letter kat tpt keje. Aku kata, what??????? Terkejutttt aku seyyyyy. Terus dropppppp hati aku. Aduhaiii....yer lah.. di zaman-zaman kegawatan nih ngan retrenchment being an option, mau tak riso ngan surat-surat-yg-mengganggu-ketenangan gini. Being a foreign employee, i would suspect that these ppl lah yg akan first nak kena retrench. Unless they're really skillful and valuable to the company. Jadi kalau boleh time time camni tokleh nak buat slack sikit pon. Kena maintain. Aku pon memang sokmo berdoa moga terus-terusan murah rezeki kami kat sini nih...

Aku bukak pelan-pelan surat tu..dreading to read actually. *sigh*....tak lalu hati aku nak bacanyer....Dalam hati aku, aduhaiii sian laki aku coz i think he's been very dedicated to his job, now what could be wrong? Aku tak lalu hati tengok dia bermuram..

..hrmphh....anyway, isi surat amaran tu...

Dear Mr dot dot dot *sirname dia*,

..bla..bla..bla.....

..we have to issue you a final warning....

...bla bla bla....

..for the reason of:

listening to abba

boleh gitu??? ampehhhhhh kisahnyer ni si patrick la menyakat si amran nih! Ropernyer depa dok gelak kat amran sbb kat mp3 dia penuh koleksi lagu-lagu abba & metallica. Depa jenis hip hop...cessssss....penat aku berkerut dahi baca surat tu dari mula...until dia nyatakan sebab musababnyer. Kussssss semangat aku smlm!

daaaaaaaa.

p/s: ky! are u okay there??

Busy

ish..ish..ishhhh..

Semalam busy betoi aku....selain buat kojer aku nih, busy gaks bakor kemenyan! yerlah kan..setelah cikpah takder dah balik mesia..aku laks take over task dia tuh...kekekeke aduhaiiii....

Selain itu, harini 3hb eks? yeayyy aku menanti hari esok 4/2!!

daaaaa..

Three

First and foremost, thanks pada sumer-sumer yg wish aku.... alhamdulillah....and thanks so much for the prayer...

Semalam ke eastgarden kejap nak menyinggah ker three centre (my fon line nyer service provider). Aku ingat-ingat nak upgrade fon aku nih ke N95 8GB...sajer jer la..lagipon rasanya dah lama dah pakai tepon nih. Mobile fon line kat sini once amik package (cap plan) dia, dapat fon free and masa aku mula2 datang oz nih dulu aku amik 29.90 dollars (up to 120 dollars calls/sms ~ tak penah abes pon) nyer cap plan and nokia model aper tah 6120 kot.

So smlm sales man tu gi check dalam sistem, dia kata tunggu lagi 2 bulan then boleh upgrade ke fon/cap plan yg baru, free of charge. Kalau nak upgrade fon skrg, instead of bayo 29.90 per month, kena bayo 40 dollars laks for another 2 yrs (kira cam contract baru la), tak kosser ler aku kan. I know, i know N95 8GB tu lama nyer fon dah and berkurun dah dok dalam pasaran tp rasanyer ok la fon tu. Fon nokia E71 pon termasuk dalam option free aku gaks..tp...nahhhhhhh the earlier one is better in terms of features. So tengah nak tunggu lagi 2 bulan la niii.

Untukmu sayang..

Untukmu sayang..

keindahan pelangi adalah

keindahan wajahmu sayang

yang sering bermain di mata hati ku ini

keharuman bunga kasihku

hanyalah untumu sayang

bagaikan pantai dan lautan

takkan berpisah

kasih sayangku ini

hanyalah untukmu

ku telah berjanji

kaulah yang satu

dalam hati ini

untuk selamanya

ohh...sayang..whoo...whoo...(untukmu sayang)

keharuman bunga kasih

kuhanyalah untumu sayang

bagaikan pantai dan lautan

takkan berpisah

kasih sayangku ini

hanyalah untukmu

ku telah berjanji

engkaulah yang satu

dalam hati ini

untuk selamanya

ohh...sayang..

whoo...whoo...

(untukmu sayang)

:: Febians ::


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Lagu ni memang ler jiwang karatz yg amat hehehe tp ni lah satu-satunyer lagu yg di-dedicate kan oleh amran kat aku dan...bagi sorang yg bukan jiwang tapi dedicate lagu jiwang kat aku...membuatkan aku suker banget ngan lagu nih! It's like our song, kind of...

Happy 6th wedding anniversary to us....alhamdulillah.....moga-moga hubungan ini berkekalan ke akhir hayat....amin.