Same young same young

"..same ol same ol.."...

Vision

Slides presentation utk conference kat melaka nun lom siap lagik! heeheehee..apa kata pepatah tu eks?? aaa senang2 dahulu, susah2 kemdian?? hahaha..hehe nauzubillah...occay, occay.. nanti buat laa before balik nih hehehehe..tadi masa berjalan nak masuk ker school nih..dalam kepala dok buat mental note la susun2 jadual on things left to do kan...then baru tingat, ehh practice on the presentation buleh tak terpkir laks nak masuk dalam schedule selama nih! Buleh overlook laks! Dan dan tu dok pkir bila eks nak buat nih...perhaps masa dah kat sana nun.. and suddenly i have this image of having those kids (kakak, dik an & tihah) dok mengadap aku sbg audience mentara aku rehearse depan depa and the vision tu hilarious! hahaha tokleh bayang bebudak tu dok berpeluk tubuh nengok aku buat presentation, tersengih2 and tak paham sepatah hahaha..anyway, rasa2nya things should be ok kot, insyaallah...looking forward utk conference nih, hoping that it will be very fruitful for me and i will get inspiration from it & the people i will meet nanti...so, doa2kan that things will go smooth for me eks? thanks in advance! and yeap, to you...i say a little prayer for you too, always...hold my hand and never let go, promise?

Wokesss enjoy your weekend, ols! meks akan gi sopping sesikit weken nih yeayyyy! * tu diahhh hahaah* daaaaa.

Bat..

bat: meh sini nak kasi okes mu nyer depress tuh
bat: sat no meks on kan webcam
bat: muahahhahahahhaa
Ija : tu diahhh terusss
bat: utk mu sajork
Ija : hahahahahaha
Ija : tank u love!
Ija : thank.. tank tu maksudnyer tong
Ija : alaaa nyahh
Ija : muka mu mandom nyerrr
bat: muahahhahaha
Ija : tp buat aku bertambah rindu!

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bat: aku tanak perfume
bat: kang aku terpakai
bat: abes dah tak ada ingatan kat engko
bat: muahahahahahhahaha

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bat : eh really gtg
bat :  kang paps..
Ija  : ok bye love
bat : cyang u
Ija  : see u tomorrow tau!!
bat : *icon peluk*
Ija  : cayang u jugak!
Ija  : *icon peluk balik*
bat : *icon sengih melebor*

..for no specific nor special reason...just wanna say, i love u...

Hi and lo, still!

hrmm..takdok idea nak citer2 gapo tp rasa cam nak tulih2....actually mood nak keje dah gone with the wind laa...mood keje & mood nak bercoti2an & mood nak ber-gather2an dah bercampur aduk hi and lo laaa terpaksa ngaku hehehe....biasa ler aku nih time2 dekat nak balik nih mmg gini jadiknyer..ada member aku sorang kata, agaknyer jiwa ko dah kat sana dah kot ija..agaknyer la....mmg last2 time pon dekat2 nak balik, dah takde mood nak keje dahh hehehe opssss tp ada satu keje penting lom siap lagik....

Ada member yg kata nak mai sini esok dah kensel laks nak mai sini sbb employer dia tak kasi cuti tak allow dia masuk oz due to the critical case of swine flu. Camno u nak mai sini nih teesh?? Employer u allow dak nih?

Smlm gaks dapat mesej dari my sistah sini, "k.ija, conference date submission tu dah di-extend kan!". Tu diahhh menjerit dua2 nyer hehehe....tp taktau lah eks, ujung tahun ni kat melbourne camner agaknyer ngan kes swine flu yg kuat kat sana nih. Agaknyer kalau by then still kuat sangat lagik depa tuko venue gamaknyer kot...we'll see how. Bak kata amran, if u're meant to not get it, tak pakai mask pon tak kena gaks and vice versa, kalau dah nak kena..take precaution pon, kena gaks. ishh tp takut gaks laaa kan? Doa & tawakal ajer lah moga kita sumer sihat2 ajer..

Lastly, to someone,...i feel your position is strong..aku mendoakan kejayaan utk ko...however, even if ko tak succeed pon, u're doing the right thing...and aku percaya kebenaran akan ditunjukkan....just percaya pada diri sendiri. My prayer for you, my friend...amin..

Last weekend

Ahad kelmarin ker city japs sbb ada org nak pesan jersey all black. Lama dah dia pesan tp nyer dok tunggu sale jugak yg macam haritu..dok takder gaks, so gi jer lah kat kedai dia kat city andddd..so der very expensive one! In fact bila compare2 ngan rege tshirt2 supporter or yg biasa2 canterbury tuh mmg jauh panggang dari api..so cakap kat member hold dulu tunggu kot2 ujung tahun ni ada warehouse sale lagik cam last year. So mmg worth it la kitaorg borong beli time last year tuh. Taktau la tahun ni ada lagi ker dak sbb hat last year tu pon kebetulan sangat dapat tau pon..ni ndak2 pulak si ratu sopping & ratu informer dah balik mesia for good dah tuh so see how lor.

Lepas2 tu singgah japs kat sydney's winter festival.. depa ada food outlets and also ice skating rink for sydney siders. So melepak kejap jer nengok2. 

Wokesss daaaaaa. owh btw...dalam dua-dua gambo kat atas tuh, cuba cari aku kat ner..

Teega titik

Takdok gapo nak citer..tp sbb minah sorang tu pesan kat aku.."alaa takat teega titik pon takper nyahhh.." so aku pong buat ah tajuk teega titik nih hahaha

Ada gaks activity over the last weekend, tapi sbb mood masih hi and lo...., so macam blank japs kepala nih nak citer2 sini..hehehe merasa sendiri la eks..

Esok2 lah eks...lagi pon nak finalize kan one conference paper nih sat..

Wokesss daaaaa

Nothing much..

So, it's friday today eks..huhuuu..time flies fast! aanyywayy, harini buddy meks kat sebelah ni takdok akan away for about 3 weeks ke turki and thailand..flight pagi nih...work + leisure..hehehe..of kos kan bila dah sponsored nih, masuk la activity leisure skalik gitu..walaupon actually at our level nih *student lagik* sebenonyer tak dapat nak gi workshop tuh...tp disebabkan sv dia nih powerful & very well known *that's why dapat sv powerful ni penting walaupon kena menahan expectation level depa yg sangat tinggi tuh..however, kat school aku nih we cant choose, we're given instead*..so the sv pushed this one for him.. and i'm glad bernardo got this chance sbb workshop tu mmg betul-betul nyer highly concentrated on the work he's doing. He should benefit from there. Apa2 pong, meks dah pesan fridge magnet kat dia! huhuuu..

Other than that, my work is progressing as usual...yg mana yg in the list tu, about half dah striked out dah..tinggal bits and pieces and also jobs yg nak kena prepare di mesia sok.. tu ajor..other than that, takdok gapo except that aku tgh dok sakan berkebun sbg mengisi masa lapang! hahaha masa lapang ler sangat tuh hehehe...si iza ler ngajo nih hehehe...tp rasa cam fun gaks walaupon tak baper nak reti lagi camno nak buat duit byk2...

Wokesss tu ajer lah...nothing much.. happy weekend ols!

Happy birthday, teesh!

My dear teesh,

Happy birthday! happy birthday!!
Have a wonderful birthday today....may you be blessed with rahmat always

"Years may pass and times may change...

But i know you will still be by my side...

Wishing you'll remain my friend forever..."

Here's a small birthday gift for u love, hope u like it! *cake takyah la eks..u jaga badan kannnn hehehe*





So dear, throw away your worry for i'm sure love & sunshine will surround you..always!

Sekitarnya..

Jumaat, Sabtu & Ahad nyer citer

Hari Jumaat lepas, kami ker the rock farmers market tu.. biasa2 jer la market tu.. idak jugak roper pasar tani sbb kecik and few booth jer ada...and depa juai barangan depa la..ada various herbs, ada various types of olive oils, ada jugak juai french tablecloth~ cantik & english tp mahal!, ada veges..ada gaks lebanese gozleme (ala2 murtabak stail depa), ada bunga2an~ tulips..lilies..roses...then ada wine gaks kot..lebih2 kurang tu la....

Then lepas tu meronda area the rock again and snappy snappy. Lepas tu naik train kat CQ ker central station utk menuju ke paddy's market. Kat sini, aku buleh ter-blank kejap nak naik which train, which platform, which route, boley?? serius nyer blank! hehe ni mesti sbb kejadian-yg-tak-hingin-aku-hengat tuh langsung terus aku short term memory loss on the trains and about kat situ hehehe. Anyway, sampai kat central, nak menapak ke paddy's tuh dah sesat larat gaks..sbb sokmonyer aku naik keter and kalu naik bus sokmo nyer dari umah..so bila dari route lain nih, ada penin sket la kan heheh tepon amran mintak direction then jumpa. Ina beli sumthing2 gaks tuk kengkawan dia..kawasan ni byk skolah kot sbb melambak bebudak uniform skolah bersidai merata2 kat sini...penuh..then lepas lunch we chalo..malam tu ker naji's place as planned.

Hari sabtu pulak, bangun awai2 goreng2 mee bawak bekal..then keluo nak ke bluemountains (BM) and featherdale zoo (FZ). FZ ni aku lom penah sampai gaks and it;'s on the way ke BM. Singgah sat kat gloria jeans beli latte and coles beli jajan then off we go. Sampai quite awal kat FZ and kitaorg among the first..and bila pepagi nih sejukkkk sakan laaa kan...well, kat FZ ni rasa2nya sumernyer binatang2 aussie ajer takde yg lain2..macam taronga zoo (TZ) haritu ada gaks african wildlife and asian nyer binatang..so, tiket pon $22 kat FZ, about half dpd kat TZ..apa2 pong meks bayo murah gaks sini sbb student, $18.

Banyak kangaroo and koala sini..kangaroo byk yg lepas bebas..boleh la nak pegang2 amik gambo bagi makan..tp meks ada sikit penakot laaa kan hehehe....depa2 ni pulak.. kat ina and amran idak depa nak tenung2..kat aku kan, asyik tenung ajer mana meks tak ketaq! betuii..bila nak amik gambo..ngan ina & amran dok diam jer depa posing..tiba tang aku, dok toleh tengok eeee!! anyway, ada wombat gaks, tassie's devils, burung2 ostolia and the sorts la...tapiii...pada aku TZ lagi cantik suasana and scenery dia..yer lah...dia kat tepi laut..cantikkk..and tempat tinggi and susunatur pong cantik...anyway, for outsiders..FZ should be a must kalau tak nak bayo mahal2 kat TZ.

Then ker BM, pusing2...singgah lunch kat mana eks? berambing kot..sejuk gilos gi makan kat park! hahahah ketaq tak hengat..so cepat2 jer kat sini....lepas tu ke three sisters (TS), the landmark of BM. Snappy2 and all then chalo. Masa kat TS nih, dah panas2 dah sket..sbb kawasan tinggi so kena mentari..therefore sedap gaks la berjemur situ..as compared masa on the way nak naik atas tu kan...Lepas tu balik...singgah McD kat punchbowl...then balik ajor la..

Hari Ahad pulak, bangun lewat memasing..bergolek2 atas katil dulu...aku laa yg bergolek & tergolek nyer hehehe then siap2 ke sunday market..lepas tu lunching kat taste of thai and off we go anto ina ker airport. Balik dpd airport, singgah school amik assignment bebudak nak mark, boley??? hahahaha

Wokesss daaaaa. owhh gambo ada..lom donlod..esok kot no...

E*astgarden and B*ondi jn shopping mall

Semalam we all kuor lambat sikit dari sebelum2 nyer coz we got nothing really specific to look for at eastgarden..yeaaa betulll nih heheheheh *gelak cheeky*....rasanya around 3pm kot baru kuor...kat situ just ronda2 ajor la....*sbb aku ingat pesanan si bat, berpada2 menyongket...dia jeles katanyer! haha :P*

Then pastuh amran rajin laks nak amik kitaorg kat situ lepas keje....sebenonyer dia tu kalo tak keje, gerenti dah join kitaorg nyer aktiviti meronggeng nih..pakkal jer dia keje....neway, pastu balik randwick dulu then kuor balik sbb nak bawak ina gi makan kat abg sam's restaurant. Sebenonyer aku idak ler keen on bawak dia ke sini sbb it's malaysian cuisine kan...i thot might as well bawak pi tpt makan selain malaysian...tp sajer ler bawak dia gi situ...u know, just to let her get a touch of the restaurant that we always go...taste of thai, haritu dah bawak dia.

After that, kami ke bondi jn shopping mall..actually missionnyer nak mencari perfume sbb ada dua tiga yg pesan soh aku beli....si lin, abang aku, mak aku pon numpang sama haha...brother-in-law pong ada pesan sebotol....spt biasa, malam2 kat outdoor nih mmg sejuk..tp beshh gaks sbb bukan slalu kuor memalam kan. Setel tuh, terus balik jaa..masa tu aku ngantuk tak hengat dah....

So tu jer lah....as for today, plan nyer nak kuor awal harini..nak ke the rock market..bukan the rock market yg ada jual macam2 craft thingy tu sbb yg ni hari sabtu and ahad pagi jer ada....this one is, the rock farmer's market...agaknyer macam pasar tani kot...aku pong lom penah pegi so nak nengok gak camno kat sini nih.....then nak ke paddy's market japs..and that's it lah plan nyer. Malam kang nak bawak dia gi ke naji's cafe kat arncliffe....nak bagi dia try burgers lebanese style. So harini ai tak masak laaaa.

Wokess daaaaa. Bawah ni gegambo sekitar my uni.

C*ircular quay (CQ)

Semalam kami ker area CQ laks..naik bus setelah sekian lama gaks dah tak naik bus nih. Kuor dalam kol baper tah kol 1.30pm gitu kot lepas setel2 sumer makan nasi apa sumer. Kat CQ, kami just berjalan2 santai sambil ber-picca-an gittew....area CQ tu kan ker cantik...

We all masuk ker m*useum of s*ydney yg terletak dekat2 situ jer..so menapak ajor la ke situ..tu pon ada terlencong kemana2 gaks kejap....museum tu kecik jaa...3 tingkat..it features story of the development of sydney. Kebetulan pulak the museum tu tgh ada exhibition zaman2 sydney masih ber-tram bagai lagik..tema nyer, 'shooting thru sydney by tram'. Dolu2 tram was one of the major transportations here as well, not only buses and cars. Tapi dengan peredaran arus kemodenan, depa demise kan ajer tram ni sbb dah terlalu congested ngan tram laks dah..it was nice and interesting though, i thot. Nak kena bawak amran gi sini nih, sure dia gemor beno la tang sejarah2 nih. Entrance $1o tp meks bayar $5 ajor sbb student.

Lepas tu, jenjalan sekitar CQ again...meronda area The R*ock..aku suker gaks area nih..sbb ntah..macam cantik jer with the buildings, surroundings and all...padahal sejarahnyer, the rock nih area convict gittew. Lepas2 tu balik ajer la...harini plannyer nak ke shopping mall.....nak ke eastgarden and then mlm kang nak ke bondi jn sat laks...

Tu jer hat smlm...gambo hat bawah skali tuh, kemarin nyer gambo yg gi tgk vivid exb tu.

Wokess daaaaa.

Univ & O*pera house

Semalam laks, we both gi ker uni..bawak ina meronda the univ. Pusing2 la lebih kurang kat uni tu for pictures. Lepas tu just lepak2 jer kat cubicle aku tuh..aku bawak laptop ker school utk minah tu guna. Sempat kenal ngan few of my colleagues....bernardo, chris, paula, margot, nadia among others..owh yea, my sv & paul as well sbb terserempak kat tengah jalan. Bernardo idak ler frenly sgt smlm sbb member tgh kalut bz prepare for his presentation yesterday. As he quoted to ina smlm .."usually i'm nicer" cetttt.

Then petang balik umah..owh yea..smlm punyer ler sejukkkkkkkk. Masa nak kuor umah smlm minah tu tanya aku, weather ok ker harini and aku tgk2 matahari terang benderang so aku kata, should be ok takyah jaket dah la sbb dah pakai sweatshirt gitu. Baju tebal. Sekali....masa on the way berjalan ker school pon dah ketaq sejuk....masa nak sesi fotografi around the uni laaaagiii la sejuk sbb surrounded with buildings and all, so mentari tak baper nak kena hahahaha merasa dua2 ketaq smlm! hahaha baru minah tu rasa camana omputes rasa that is, dok berjemur kat tgh panas which tak panas pong!..Kat opis aku tu mmg ada jaket blazer tu tp tak tebal pong.. so bagi dia bawak shawl aku tu jer ke mana2..sian sgt aku tgk dia ketaq sejuk...tak biasa laaa kata kannn hahahahah..aku sejuk gaks, tp sejuk ala2 immune dah laaa hehehe....so issue kami duaorg smlm, dia asyik2 bebel kat aku pasal cakap takyah bawak jaket, trauma tuh! hahahaha

Bila dah kat umah smlm, aku tidoq se-round dgn heaven skali mentara minah tu tgk dvd...then syamil sms suggest gi tgk vivid *lights exhibition* kat opera house. Masa besday darwisy kelmarin si erin & shah ada ajak gi..tp kami tak join..kenyang sgt makan so ngantuk kekekeke..so bila cakap jer kat amran, of kos la member tu nak gi.

Kami ke harvey norman, bondi jn dulu sbb amran kata colleague dia kata ada sale sakan kat situ so since HN ni feveret place dia, dia nak gi aa tgk. Tapi nothing really extraordinary lah pon smlm. So after that kami ke opera house....cari parking ajer dah setengah jam pusing2 sampai gps tu dah macam surrender jer nak guide kitaorg! asyik degil melawan kata dok ikut jalan lain dari yg dia dok habaq hahaha. Kat opera house, dipancarkan cahaya yg ada macam2 corak and bertukar2 sokmo...tu jer la..and...sejukkkkkkk..icy cold wind..anyway, disebabkan trauma di siang hari, kami dok pakai 3 lapis dah plus jaket memasing...amran jer toksei gitu..ala2 macho-tahan-sejuk-tp-lepas-tu-dia-pun-ketaq. hehhe. Lepak2 kejap then we all pon chalo...

Okesss daaaaaa.

W*atson's bay & C*entennial park

Semalam nyer program worked as i've mentioned earlier. Lepas amik ina kat airport, kami lepak2 kejap kat krispy kreme and sembang2...then datang idea nak gi bluemoutain smlm jugak tapinyer sbb last minit sgt..masa tu dah kol baper dah, kensel..pospon ke sabtu ni insyaallah.

Balik umah..bergebang, bergoss, masak2, makan2...then keluo ke w*atson's bay sekejapan..naik ke the gap tuh, amik2 gambo, tgk scenery then balik....pastuh singgah ke centennial park japs..lepak kat kolam itik...nice pond kat situ, i like! Weather sejuk gaks smlm...kat umah aku yg sediakala sejuk nih, mmg sejuk laa...

Okess...harini ermm..nak bawak minah tu gi tour my uni & also dia nak makan shish & kebab la..so nak bagi dia merasa.....belah petang2 sket kang si bernardo ada presentation for his coursework..so aku nak gi gaks la kejap kang nengok dia nyer slot jer dah ler.

Wokesss daaaa.

Ucapan

Semalam attend yanie's darwisy's birthday party...dalam ingat tak ramai, ramai gaks tu hehehe....dia buat laksa...besttt!

Okay...harini si minah changlun tu sampai...excited aku nih! dengo citer dia bawak ber-beg2 gossips to share! hahaha...tp dont worry, i'll think wisely before sharing my gossips! hehehe anyway, satgi kang nak bersiap gi amik dia kat airport la nih....plannyer harini nak membihun sup ayam and also nak bawak dia ke watson's bay/the gap kalau cuaca mengizinkan. Ni lepas amik dia kang, gi mengopi kat krispy kreme dulu. See? program makan mendahului segala plan kan? haha..actually aku tak buat apa2 plan nak kemana pong lagi ngan dia nih...sbb hanya seminggu ajor and all working days..and also kebanyakan tempat dia dah gi last time... so mungkin lah aku aku bawak dia gi centennial park kot no? hehehe merasa datang sydney utk berjogging semata! hehehe. Well haritu dia kata takyah gi memana pong takper, nak lepak jer umah aku coz she loves randwick, my place nih...tup tup baru2 nih dah perosah aku buat plan laks dahhhhh...bawak melawat univ aku nih harusss la tuh. so see how lorrr..

ermm..amran dah excited pasal nak balik mesia nih....skrg nih tiap hari dok say out loud kat aku countdown sampai departure...aku? hehehe to be really honest, taklah excited lagi...not yet, entah kenapa. Mungkin membayangkan sblm aku cecah date departure tuh, kena siap keroje segala bagai dulu kot...mungkin juga membayangkan yg aku akan sibuk ke hulu ke hilir and masa utk actually stay put hanya sekejapan cuma jer kot...maybe....anyway, bila sesekali dapat offline mesej dari si kakak.."dee, dee balik bila?" atau "dee tengah buat apa? tak sabar tunggu dee balik.."....huh, teruja jugak lah jadiknyer aku..tp meruntun jiwa oooo dapat offline mesej sebegini dari budak nih...

Aaaanyyywayyy, nak wish birthday wish to my dear brunei gurl friend..

Eva dearest,

Happy Birthdayyyyyy.......happy always yach!!

Thanks & appreciate the time spent with me, walaupon se-sekejapan cuma..

Love u and loved the memories, always...

So, here's a cake that i specially ordered for u, my dear...i ordered from sheraton hotel tau jgn memain! hahaha...ivory gateau cake heheheheh *tinggalkan i sepotong eks?*

Okesss guys...selamat kembali masuk opis to DL and Bat, u guys wont believe how much i have missed u! See u guys later..

Love u all.

daaaaaaa.

Happy weekend ols!

What's the plan for the weekend?

Semalam sian bernardo..dia ada meeting ngan sv dia...dgn penuh persediaan rapi dan pengharapan nih....after 2 hours dia balik, aku tgk muka dia berubah..hrmm....kisahnyer sv dia reject what he has written *after a year of going to and fro with him???*...and only want him to pick up on one small idea that he wrote there and focus on that instead..huhuuu member frust sgt smlm...hrmm biasalah cabaran2 cam gini nih......the thing is, he got to get it done by tuesday nih coz he has one course presentation to do on this topic...huh letih tu considering nak kena re-collect articles, re-read and re-write.....erghhh keje kuat lah kot mamat tu these few days...but takper, dia ni jenis cepat pick himself up nyer org...

hrmm..so weken nih apa eks...esok mungkin keluo kejap kot cari barang for darwisy for his birthday on the sunday...kinda small & close event so i heard...other than that, just lepak2 jer la..not sure amran keje ker dak.. maybe buat2 keje sikit or most probably sambung nengok dvd one tree hill! haha..isnin laks sini public holiday for queen's birthday.

Okesss daaa..happy weekend ols!

Giusto selo fidi di

Hrmm...apa nak citer harini eks...

Sometime 2 weeks ago ada catch up sembang ngan my ex roomate masa kat uni dulu..lama dah tak sembang ngan dia.. oh well, dia mmg ada online tp memasing ngan hal memasing..so haritu bertegur sapa this and that...pehtu dia update her stories and all....then to my surprise tetiba dia kata she's a private person now.. not really trusting dah..aku kata pasal apa? so dia citer2 la one big incident that changed her perception on trusting & not trusting issues...hrm..tu lah kan..incidences that make ppl change. As for my case, setakat nih aku tak penah la ada such bad experiences lagi, alhamdulillah..*eh ehh ada kot hehe* tp taktau lah belakang aku....anyway, in most cases i try to take precautions based on what happened to people around me. We never know people kan...

Citer lain laks? hrmm.. smlm tu mmg wendu gilos kat si bat *cehh sure pasan minah nih nanti kalau dia dig archive ni kang hehehe*, but mmg yer pon. So aku baca la balik ym chats aku ngan dia...mmg gelak sakan2 sengsorang smlm hehehe so then i decided ym chat aku ngan minah tu aku takmo delete lah..nak simpan jer, otherwise normally aku delete jer buat springclean. Tu lah kan, ada memories yg kita suker nak simpan walaupon tak semestinyer all good ones, ada laks yg kita kalau boleh suker nak delete ajer walaupon tak semestinyer all bad ones...apa2 pong to me, yg dah lepas tuh mmg lepas.

Okess daaaa..owhh on a different note, satu paper should be done by today!! yeayy err..should laaaaa haha should baru dah nak yeayy hehehe tinggal nak final read jer lagik then submit pada sv for his review.

daaaaaa.

Sekitarnya..

Misinterpretation ~ *well, this entry could be boring, lemme warn u*

Jumaat lepas kan aku tak gi school sbb rasa cam maleh laks kan and melepak kat umah ajer. Afterall aku dah mula sakit2 tekak and badan macam nak demam but thank God tak jadik demam. So aku email lah bernardo kabo kat dia sbb ada seminar haritu and although it's not compulsory tp sbb dia yg handle nyer, aku pong nak habaq la awal2. Normally kalau aku away from school or my cubicle, mmg aku habaq kat dia just in case sv cari ker or other academics and colleagues cari ker, he'll know what to say.

So my email went like this:

Hey bernardo,
How are you?
Just wanted to tell you that I wont be going to both the seminar and the workshop coz am not feeling that well myself..(actually since yesterday).
So, am not going to school today too..
See you next week!

so, got reply from him berbunyi gini:

Thanks for being sympathetic and getting ill as well. I am feel really bad, but I have to go to the dentist and then to the seminar, and to the dinner...very tired!!!

REst,Best,Bernardo

Aku memula dapat email balasan dia nih...first instance aku terasa cam dia nih cakap kasar ngan aku.,.cam perli aku tak gi school & seminar tuh..when, u know he was in worst condition but still go to all those kan....dinner tu mmg aku tak rsvp pong, payah aaa kang depa nak cari2 rest halal just bcoz of me, baik takyah gi...so, dalam hati aku...aikk betui kaa dia nih cam marah jer ngan aku nih..that's what i felt at that time..anyway, instead of replying to him.,.i decided to wait till monday jer lah nak tanya face to face senang citer.

Anyway, sabtu haritu aku kan gi school and dia pong ada kat school. Lepas the usual tegur2 sembang2 sesikit...we usually started the day with, sedikit citer of each other like how r u today, how was yesterday, how's yr partner doing, how's yr husband, how was yr mtg with sv yesterday and such. Lepas tu baru memasing sengap soh buat keje.

Then, aku pong terus cakap straightforward jer kat dia. Being close with him has taught me to be even more direct and straightforward than before, with him that is. Coz he's always been like that when he want to criticize or praise me and likewise, aku pong dah terikut dah cara dia. It's like both of us give our sincere comments about each other, be it about work/research or life or relationship with our supervisors or colleagues.

So i asked him:

"U know, the email that u sent me yesterday..i thot u sounded harsh and as if u're mad at me for not coming to the seminar, is that what u really meant?"

and his response? surprised of course! his face looked damn surprise.

he said,

"what do u mean by that?"

so aku citer2 la apa aku ingat and interpret dr email dia tuh...and he laughed out loud!

he said,

"i meant well, silly girl! i said that because i was the one who had flu and cold earlier and now that u got infected from me, i felt bad that u had to stay home"

then i said,

"owhh really? u didnt mean it like what i thot earlier?"

and he said,

"not at all!"

so, case closed.

yeap.....that's my problem sometimes. Tend to interpret things the other way round...but oh well, everybody does the same thing at times too, yes?

Wokess...happy working all!

Berchenta

Adoiiiii.....berchenta nyer aku nak gi school hari ni nih....

"ishh apesal malas sgt nih..tu lahh..smlm sakan lagi bersukaneka" <-- mengadu pada diri sendiri..hehehe

"besaaaa dia tuh nak malas2.....nak kena piap?" <-- diri sendiri yg kedua marah diri sendiri yg pertama

"nak!" <-- diri sendiri yg pertama menjawab balik..dasar melawan! hahaha

"ishh..melawan yer...strive hard dulu then esok2 lepakkkk laaa time cuti2 mesia nun.." <-- diri sendiri kedua cuba memberi motivasi

"eh ehh ha ah eks..betui gaks..ok laaaaa *icon heret kaki ker bilik ayor" <--dalam melawan tu, mengikut kata gaks heeheehee

Jenuhlah konpius kome membaca! hehehehe...sajer jer..kebosanan..tp rasa cam nak tulis2 walaupon takdok gapo nak tulis...pehtu, cam cantik gaks kan colorful entry nih kan hehe

Wokess daaaaa...Happy monday all!