Someone to hire

Aku rasa nak upah sesaper kejer laa.. job scope dia, tolong susun articles aku yg melambak dan bertaburan kat opis tu, susun and number each article and susun into separate labeled boxes. Then key in each articles the main info in the endnote. Aku ajar la endnote tu camno nak key in..clear instruction will be given. Pehtu, buleh tolong decorate2 sket cubicle aku nih kasi cun sket kasi motivating sket kasi enlightening...hrmmm.. gayanyer cam aku perlukan PA jek nih. Mengada sangat org lain steady jek takde aper kan hehehe....

sigh...tengok menda2 yg pending ni jer dah letih kepala otak & terus serabut.

Tentang mimpi..

Malam tadi aku mimpi..

aku mimpi yg aku di tolak oleh angin yg kuat sangat blakang aku dan bawak aku laju sangat ke depan.. melanggar pagar, melanggar tembok batu, melanggar apa2 tah lagi hurdle depan aku..the force was so strong....and lepas satu, satu menda alah yg berkonkrit dan berbatu bata yg aku langgor..macam terasa sakit tp tak sakit pong.. then, i thot masa tu apa laa akan jadi pada aku sbb dah melanggor segala menda2 tuh kan.. but then tengok2 aku terjatuh dalam air..air yg tenang..tetiba jer.. then terjaga dari tido...

Three mugs of coffee

...all for myself yeahh!

Anyway, smlm had my first tutorial class for this new semester. Tak ramai crowd in one class this time which is good. In contrary to last semester, kali ni about half chinese samada local or from China and another half omputes..samada local or international. Nampak more interactive this time but then baru first class ajor deh...tapi yg buat aku ketaq sket tu ada 2 working students..kira matured ones la..keje bhg consruction mgmt...dok blakang skali masuk kelas pakai singlet!.hrmmm..memula nampak cam jenis tak peduli org nyer.. dah la datang lambat..then dok lepak2 sembang2 kat blakang. Accent aussie depa punyer ler thick weii..tiap kali depa ada inquiries, aku sokmo kena "sorry?" or "u're saying...?". However, while i was talking in front, nampak sengap dan mendengo gaks la depa. hrmm...anyway, rasa2nyer kena watch out gaks la ngan these two.

Bila nak allocate case studies to each group, hat depa 2 org nih, adam and andrew terus chop case study hat viagra..tu diahhh. Bila bebudak hat freshies ni tanya, camana bebudak last sem buat presentation depa... so i shared a bit la aper budak2 lama buat...antaranyer ada yg bawak samples or buat conferencing masa presentation depa tu..ikut relevant ngan topic depa..but kebanyakannyer guna youtube laa...then si andrew cakap, "are u sure u want us to bring samples?" heheh....then aku cakap, "we'll see how creative u guys are in presenting this case yea"..hehe..anyway, my bet is they aren't gonna do anything, perhaps just simple case presentation.

Wokessss tu jerrr..daaaa...ermmm...rasa cam taknak gi skolah laaa harinih....but see how lorrr...

Teesh..

Hey love..

This is for you..

Come back soon yea?

Mata biru

Sehari lepas aku bagi tshirt kat si buddy next cubicle tu, esoknyer *semalam la tu* dia mai school pakai tshirt tu terus. Sampai2 jer, dia terus bukak jacket dia and said, "H, look.." sambil tunjuk ler tshirt yg dia pakai tu...and yeap fits him nicely. Owh besides that, dia siap bagi kad lagik kat aku thanking me for the tshirt, signed by him and his partner. He's appreciative eks?..dapat 3 cards dah from him; congratulations on the success of my defense, new home and this thanks card. The way dia nak bagi kad thanks kat aku smlm tu was sweet i thought...sbb selalunyer dia akan letak atas keyboard aku the card masa aku takder kat desk aku. Semalam i was there all along, so suddenly he said "hey H, i think u dropped this card of yours..*and acted as if he's just picked up the card from the floor*..". Aku amik, take a look and terus sengih hehehe..

Anyway, semalam member tuh balik awal.... gi sydney tower celebrate his 10th anniversary ahaks ahaks! hehe...pelan2 jer dia bisik kat aku semalam tu hehehe..low profile jugak dia nih and i congratulated him of course.. bukan senang in a relationship nak sampai ker tahun ker 10 kan...kemain lagik member lunch setakat sebijik boiled potato and very small portion of grilled chicken, nak simpan perut kata nyer..it's dinner buffet of $50 per head. Wahh mamat tu tgh sexcited nunggu concert beyonce nih! kemain lagik dia beli hat good seats punyer!

So yesterday was the usual..new students start coming in..new research students setakat ni ada 4 but yg datang hanya sorang jer baru.. ryan, from south africa..berkulit putih dan mata biru yewww located in the room next to mine...had worked before and owh married with no kids...hehe..ada gaks sorang visiting research student, camilla, from slovakia akan stay sini for 2 months.. And next week mula lah balik tutorial class aku..yeap will continue on tutoring.

Wokesss jom makan jagung dan minum kopi o panas jom!

daaaaa.

One of the things..

Masa aku balik mesia baru ni...the 2nd week tu mmg melepak kat umah jer..paling tidak pon just in and about ipoh jer...and, one of the things that i do at home ialah, masuk bilik aku yg lama.. bilik masa aku bujang2 dulu..bilik tu takder saper tido dah.. jadi tpt semayang, salin baju, bersiap and kalau ada sedara datang overnight, tido bilik tu la..and of course full with cabinet of books..old books, novels, old cleo & her world magazines plus our buku2 lama masa skolah2 & kat univ dulu. So dalam dok tak buat gapo tuh, aku godek2 gaks la buku2 tulis, buku2 teks lama masa kat univ dulu and u know, reading back my note book masa skolah and univ mmg bring back memories laaa....yer lah, aku ni masa buat degree dulu, dalam buku nota aku tu selain ditulis ngan nota2.. penuh gaks ngan conteng2 kitaorg.. such as..mengantuk laa.. boring laa.. lapo laa.. tak sabo nak abes kelas laaa.. plan lepas ni nak gi mana laaa hehehehe mmg memacam! siap ada lukis2 gambo smiley la..haha..

Pehtu, godek punyer godek cabinet buku yg dah almost usang tuh, one of the things yg aku terjumpa ialah diary lama..jeng jeng jenggg!! hehehe...terjumpa diary masa skolah as well as masa buat degree huhuuu...so aku pong dok sajer2 tu baca laa gaks kan flip thru jer..baca hat skolah nyer diary, buleh penuh ngan sinopsis citer cina hat kol 6 tu punyer!! hahahaha sabo jer laa..pehtu, baca diary hat degree laks penuh ngan kisah camana aku start berkawan ngan ex aku, how it blossomed. How it almost and ended takdok situ sbb it ended masa dah lepas grad dah, but of course masih fresh in my mind kan...coz i make it a point to keep it in mind of how it happened...u know just so that i'll be more alert of such.

So bila baca balik tu kan, i noticed or rather baru tingat rupa2nyer dia nih dulu mmg dok sibuk amik tau sumer menda pasal aku dulu, every single bit..in contrary...And bila baca tu gaks, one of the things that i could see was how banyak kali rupanyer aku makan ati and simpan dalam sepanjang2 relationship tu that i didnt realize masa tu. Kisahnyer! Agaknyer masa tu aku tak realize kot, tp disebabkan aku tulih dalam diary tuh, and baca balik skrg baru nampak...mmg tau dulu byk makan ati tp taktau laks sekerap itu. Then i remember how insecure i was at that time already sbb rupanyer dia kerap kali mention dah pasal ex dia that i was too blind to see masa tuh! hehehehe..mmg nature aku nih kuat rasa insecure..

Well, anyway masa baca2 tu mmg bring back old memories gaks.. tp masa2 tu jer la, then put back nicely there..err.. selit2 antara buku2 nota aku kat situ hehehee.. mmg dulu purposely buat diary guna plain note book yg sama ngan note book subject aku so that i know later on bila simpan situ takde saper yg interested nak tarik buku tu nak baca, except me. Memang takde penanda whatsoever pon kat luor buku tu that could show it's a diary... just plain note book jer.

hrmm....oklah..actually mood ada sikit down, gloomy dan mandom sehari dua nih..one of the things that contribute to it mungkin sbb dok dapat sms-es dari si kakak citer memacam yg buat aku sentimental sket kot....mungkin jugak aftereffect aku nyer encounter ngan boss aku haritu..yer lah, balik2 dpd cuti2an jer terus kena sambut ngan muka dia yg bengang ngan aku and also the fact that he doesnt care about the presentation i made masa kat melaka tu. But that's life..mood swings or ups & downs is normal to me..Tu jer..

Wokesss daaa.

Main-main eks

Semalam baru start gi school.. tak buat menda pong.. just lepak main2 jer haha tak sudah-sudah ngan main! hehehehe...yer lah.. nak sort out letters, emails, schedules, plans and whatnots sementelah baru balik bercotian ni kannn cewahhhh alasan sangat!! Bernardo nampak aku dok bukak fb berkebun sepanjang hari smlm..ayat power dia.."so this is what u do on yr first day eh?" aku nyer respon?? aku :P kan jerrr kat dia.. dulik aper! kekekekek..kalau degil tu, degil jugak!

Jumpa gaks boss aku smlm.. yer lah nak habaq that i'm safe and sound dah kat school nih.. nak report sesikit of happenings masa conference haritu tuh... skali.. tak sempat aku nak bukak mulut citer2 pasal conference and also the ppl i met there... dia tanya dah soklan kat aku.."have u submitted the conference paper *yg ujung tahun ni laks*.." aku nyer jawapan?? "err.. i couldnt make it..*ngan muka bersalah*" ngeh ngeh ngeh..and for the first time being a student here, aku nampak muka dia bengang ngan aku sbb tak submit kekekeke...dia pot pet gaks la kat aku, walaupon elok lembut jer cakap nyer tp aku leh tgk la kat muka dia tu.. muka tak satisfied huhuu..aku admit jer kat dia, it's my mistake hehe..dah mmg salah aku tak siapkan kojer huhuu.. actually dah buley tau dah sure tak siap kojer kalau balik mesia nun hehe..

Langsung dia tak tanya pasal aku nyer conference and who i met masa kat sana. Hangin aku dalam hati! Well, dalam aku bersukaria balik mesia nun..aku tak lupa gaks la objektif aku gi konpren tu kannn.. and i met who i have wanted to meet..hisyy! takper, ni later sort out. Actually, to be honest i got reason and i think solid reason why i dont want to submit that paper to konperens hat ujung tahun nih...and i disagree with boss aku nyer opinion of why aku kena submit..aku still rasa tak relevant utk aku submit. hehehe so aku pong kes ikut kepala sendiri gaks hehe..tp still aku rasa betul tindakan aku tak submit tuh huhuuu degil!

And smlm jumpa la bernardo...i can see the glow in his face just as i think he can see the glow in mine too! He said, "if u're brazillian..i would have hugged u already!"..aku sengih2 jer laaa.. mmg dah explain kat dia aper yg aku leh and takleh buat and he understand that. Depa nyer culture even sesama laki pon, greetings and byebyes mmg akan kiss pipi kiri kanan and hug punyer..dia kata kalau masa dinner tu ada doploh org, haa doploh kali laa kena kiss-kiss and hugs hugs.. berjam-jam katanyer. neway, we updated each other bits and pieces of our stories..and i gave him tshirts that i bought in malacca the other day.. both for him and his partner..suker kemain dia!! itu pongggg atas cadangan si eva ku sayang tuh haritu..idak kalu, aku still terpinga2 nak bagi gapo souvenir kat dia..yer lah, tak dan lah nak mikior kan apa nak bagi and he liked it of course and the size just matched both of them.. fantastic! thanks darl for the idea!

Kalau ikut mak aku haritu, soh bagi kopi kampung tu jerrrr! kekeke.. aku kata kat mak aku.."mak, kat sana nun lagi banyak kopi sana lagi sedap2 tau.."..mak aku laks cakap.." yer laaa.. tu kopi sana, ni kopi mesia, bagi dia merasa.." hehe aku bawak gaks balik.. tp tuk aku laaa coz i loike this one, one! 

So, ok lah.. cukuplah dulu..now that i wont be going to melbourne end of this year for the conference *sbb tak submit tuh haha*, means aku kena ada conference lain lah nak gi awal thn depan nih.. hrmm... macam ada 2 projects in mind for next year.. but see how lorr..

Wokesss daaa...

sydney oh sydney!

Dah sampai pagi tadi..ada delay sket.. tp safely landed kol 8.30am waktu oz tadi. All in all, settle around 10am gitu kot. Walaupon tak ler queue pjg tp disebabkan citer borders security ada buat shooting tadi, so a bit skema and proper la the procedure kat kastam nun. Aku laks takde bawak gapo2 sgt this time.. bawak jugak serbuk sup and sup bunjut tu. Actually menda dua ni takdok sini, and ikut luck lepas ker tak lepas kat kastam. 3 kali balik, 2 kali lepas, sekali tak lepas...tp aku gamble gaks bawak this time try luck. And alhamdulillah lepas..

Balik2 ajer, terus zassss tido..then bgn lunch. Okes nak lepak balik nih. Rasa cam penat sangat laks travel kali nih..

Later.

Time after time..

It's about time to chalo dah ker sydney semula.. sakan dah aku merayap merata2 and makan2 huhuuu..basically this time around, idak ler aku kepingin sangat nak makan itu ini..sempat la merasa ala kadar..tp durian tetappp sakan..

It's time to gigih ganti posa la pulak hehehe...

It's time to go back to school also and gigih wat kojer la jugak hehehe...

The 2nd week ni aku melepak2 ajer kat ipoh nih.. paling tidak pong just melepak sekitar ipoh ajor deh...nothing much to blog about on my 2nd week..semalam sempat berjumpaan ngan lin kat secret recipe jusco..melepak dalam 2 hrs gitu.

So, perhaps this is my last entry before balik sydney..nanti bersiaran dari sana pulak eks, insyaallah. So pray for a safe trip for us yach!

Wokessss...daaaa.

Hari ke-9..

Sudah hari ke-9 yach? huhu..how time flies..

Wokess..hapdet, hapdet.

Khamis hari ke-6

Konferens di melaka haritu..alhamdulillah sumernyer ok-ok jer.. went well i think...sejurus lepas aku setel session aku, terus aku chalo..masa tu dah cek out sesiap dah pong. Then, ke shah alam and kami overnight kat quality hotel..sampai pon dah kol 7 gitu dah...ikut plannyer, nak jumpa wa..tp nampaknyer takde rezeki sbb aku sampai dah lewat, mentara nak setel down..*urusan cek in kat situ ajer nak dekat stgh jam, sabo jer laaa*..so wa dah tokleh nak kuor..so takper lah..aku ingat lepak kat bilik ajer lah rehat...baru lepas presentation ni sokmo nyer akan terasa penat sket,....but then *tinggg* tetiba tingat kawan baik amran, amir ada kat somewhere in subang or shah alam gaks..aku suggest amran gi la meet up with him. Mmg very close fren depa nih dari depa bujang-bujang lagik nun..so amran called him up, but instead of depa kuor2 org jer like i suggested, amir ajak kuor berempat skali ngan wife dia..so they fetched us kat hotel and gi pak li kopitiam kat sek 7. Makan2 and sembang2...depa dua ni takde lain laaa sembang nyer, motor beso jadik topik utama...then balik hotel dalam dekat kol 12am kot masa tu.

Jumaat, hari ke-7

Esoknyer tu, cek out dari hotel..anto amran kat bus station sek 17..aku ke sacc mall jumpa bat. Merasa segala cafe lom bukak lagik masa tu..aterr..9.30am...Anyway, melepak kat kopitiam aper tah kat sacc mall tuh about 2 hours kat situ, makan2, gelak2, goss2 heheeheh....then have to chalo, sbb aku ada appointment lain laks. Lepas tu terus ker concorde hotel shah alam gaks, meet up ngan geng2...depa2 nak banjer buffet lunch kat concorde..so yg datang 6 org...belasah makan kaw kaw.. muga dah org belanja kannn?? hehehehe...lama gaks lepak situ, then cek in kat hotel tu...naik bilik sambung sembang and goss2.. then exchange goodies.. heheh mmg ada dalam itinerary exchange goodies nih..byk dapat hadiah heheheh....then, ptg kuor berempat *yg 2 lagi balik umah* ke jj klang nengok citer obsessed. Mmg obsessed ler kitaorg nengok nyer..Setel tu, dinner kat johnny's then semayang2 kat situ gaks and then sambung laks nengok transformer hehehe sakannnn! Balik semula ker hotel, walaupon mata dah layu2..kena perosah dek depa that memasing tokleh tidoq lagik...sambung citer2..sambil lights off dah masa nih, nak bawak ker tido la tuh..aku pong tak sedo tah kol baper tido..The next day, lepas subuh sumer pakat tido balik, bantai bgn lambat..hurriedly gi bekpes. Lepas bekpes, aku terus chalo..while the rest still sambung lepak2 lagik sblm cek out.

Sabtu, hari ke-8

Aku then terus drive ker ipoh..2 hours later sampai ipoh..hanya masuk gi toilet ajork.. then sambung laks ke penang..ni family gathering laks. Adik dah lama sampai coz dia bertolak dari gombak lepas subuh tadik..then ber-3 keter ke penang, meet up ina kat lepas ferry terminal kat penang. So 4 keter sumernyer. Stay kat sri intan apartment tp nasib tak baper baik aaa.. hujannnn sepanjang2 ptg sampai ker malam sampai ke the next morning nyerrr... tak dapat aku nak ker pasar mlm feringgi tuh eeeee!!! rugi!..bebudak pong bising tak dapat mandi pool.

Ahad, hari ke-9

However, pagi tadi cuaca ok sket.. belasah sumer2 skali pakat turun. Lepas cek out, adik sambung another night kat hotel lain.. kami singgah beli2 jeruk and buah berangan sket..then we all ker sg dua laks nak makan mee udang. Lepas makan2 sini, baru berpisah ngan ina who terus balik kedah, while kitaorg ngan atan ker bagan serai laks...lepak2 for a while jumpa cu and cak, aku balik ipoh ngan atan sbb mak abah tido situ. Itu ajer laaaa....huhuu sakannnn!

Wokess.. so minggu ni sepatutnyer minggu aku melepak kat umah ajork.. tinggal 1 lagi appointment ngan lin jer lah..minah ni lamaa dah book nak jumpa nih..tu pon lom call dia lagik tah bila nak jumpa tah..

Wokessss daaaa.

Hari keenam?

ha ah hari keenam sbb previous entry tu tersilap hehe...patut hari keempat tu huhu..

Anyway, today noon i'll be off from Melaka. Kejer lom setel lagik harini..but today;'s the last day.

Terjumpa a bunch of friends here...ada gaks yg tak disangka2 ada kat sini nih....yg masa buat masters nun pon ada..and some kengkawan yg tgh dok buat phd gaks..so catch up lebih kurang.. tak sempat nak sembang lama2.. full pack schedule nyer..

Sempat meronda2 kejap kat mall dedekat hotel equatorial ni ajork petang hari sampai tu..tak dan nak sight seeing pon myself..teringin nak mengelat and ngikut amran tp..come to think of it, tak yah laaaa...niat datang sini tu tuk apa?? tu diahh kemain skema laks tetiba huhu..

Sempat ke umbai pekena ikan bakar and seafood laks kelmarin malam.. dekat jer rupanyer from this hotel and hotel ni siap ada map utk pegi tpt tu. So, mmg blasah kaw kaw..makanan penuh semeja kata nyer..huhuuu..

Semalam sempat jumpa ngan cikya...depa amik kami kat hotel, dia ngan AM bawak ke umah dia kejaps petang tu.. sembang2, gelak2..then lepas maghrib kitaorg kuor gi dinner kat Tasik Tomyam or something like that nama tpt dia. Sedap masakan nyer..and yeap blasah kaw kaw gaks hehe..pastu on the way nak balik tu, AM bawak meronda2 tgk2 Melaka city tu...thanks cikya and AM..

Tu jer lah..

Wokessss daaaaaa.

Hari kelima?

I'm off to Melaka today..

Catch u guys later..

owh btw, ilham kim salam kat korang-korang... actualy minggu lepas lagik tapi aku lupa laaaa....dah ingat nak balik jer..

Wokess.. see ya when i see ya...

Hari pertama?

Dipenuhi dengan makan, lepak & makan lagiiiii hehehe...

So, nasi lemak, durian, rambutan & mee rebus dah boleh di tick kan heheh

Takder aper yg produktif sgt pong harini melainkan sembang2, cover tidoq sat dan melayan anak2 nyang 3 org yg ke hulu ke hilir mengekor!

Ni mlm ni actually nak gi pasar malam nih..sbb i dont have any other available saturday night dah after this..and then plannyer si atan ajak meng-char-kuay-teow kat sunway tuh...aisehh tetiba dah makan mee rebus mak mentua...tak larat dah nih...ni bebudak gi ngaji japs...sure balik kang depa tuntut ngajak ke pasar malam gaks tuh...

Wokesss...

Home sweet home

Dah sampai ipoh dah tadi around 9 pagi gitu.

Semalam semuanya lancar ajer, transit kat brisbane kejap plus minus 1 hr.

Landed pagi tadi kol 5.45am and setel2 sumer chalo terus ker ipoh, abah and atan and the kids datang amik.

Wokesss.

To you whom i've promised an entry earlier today

Thanks so much for your concern!
I'm touched!
Will miss u so much!
Love u always!
err...tp still ralat sangat tak sempat bye bye tadik! tu lahh tidoq lama sgt masa break friday prayer tadik! isyy!

Leaving on a jet plane

Sebelum tu, citer kebun sket..

Tu gambo aku berkebun ngan si bat kat kebun bat. Fun gaks game nih..tp lama2 aku rasa attached jugak aku kat game nih. Idak ler lagho sangat kannn *icon ym whistling huhu* tp committed gaks la ingat crops nak kena harvest kol baper and aku nih...aku nih siap calculate okay kos dia, rege jual and untung baper hehehe sunggoh laaa ishhh! And also, buat kawan jugak kat kebun nih...sokmo lepak kat market carik keje..so menyambil wat keje kat kebun org, menyambil sembang and make frens, we add each other to our buddy list. Alaa just buddies strictly there ajor deh. Len kali senang nak cari utk harvest kebun kita, cari kawan dulu laaa kan...but buddies yg ada dalam list aku kat situ mostly american and canadian, aussie sorang dua. Ada gaks sorang buddy filipino, tu aku siap soh cakap tagalog lagik ngan aku mentara aku berkebun tuh.. merasa! hahaha.

Kalau tgk kebun depa2 yg dah senior and level tinggi dah, mmg cantik and penuh kekreativitian bagai.....Pagi tadik dah mentelah mata tak ngantuk, lepak kat market..i was hired by a singaporean....wowww kebun dia tu buat aku terpegun!..mmg cantik and dia pon dah level tinggi...siap ada design 'love you' lagik tu with flowers..very nice indeed. So this thing ikut creativity memasing la eks.. as for me takdak kreativiti2 bagai nyer buat masa ni...just plain farm full of crops aiming for the money. Nanti ah..dah ada umah baru design cecantik sket cewahhh hehehehe

..ni haa farm dia..aku curi2 print screen! kekeke syhhhh! sweet, isnt it? bat, lekaihh amik idea ni bat!! hehhe

Okey, leaving on a jet plane..

Anyway, yeap so harini aku akan fly balik mesia insyaallah mlm kang. So i'll be away for 2 weeks...i'm sure aku akan log on to the internet, especially now that i have my farm to look after...and therefore, i think there will be updates in this blog. Dulu2 pong hapdet gaks kan.

So, i'll see you guys around and i'm sure i'm gonna miss u all peeps. Miss me too ok?? hehehe

..the distance felt closer in here, kan bat? cayang u! take care always yea..jgn sedih2 sgt..

Pray for our health, pray for our safe flight home & whereabout and last but not least pray for the success of my presentation, will ya? Thanks! See u in malaysia! Jom jom jom nasi ganja, soto superkinta, mee kicap mat jasak, laksa kuala, bihun sup chemor, murtabak saleem jln kuala kangsar, durian, rambutan and of kos not forgotten masakan mak & mak mentua aku! da bess!hahaha lets!! merasa kome! kekeke

Wokesss...enjoy your weekend ols! Feel my presence close to you the moment u wake up tomorrow morning, will ya?

daaaaaa.