Semarak impian

had always like this song..the lyrics i mean...many a time i was down with own emotions and lost my semangat to move forward but the recent one was the worst that i've ever encountered..thank God the phase is gone now..i know it must be temporary but hopefully it gives me enough room to build my strength back....anyway, i've got my three most awaited feedbacks and all good alhamdulillah..now bracing myself for another round of tough job..

Raya do @ Randwick

tiramisu and cheese roll cake tu aku tempah jer kat fida..tak gheti teman nak buatnyer..tapi sukerrr..

kalau last year aku setel sumer dalam 2 jam before start... kali ni setel betul2 in the nick of time! huhuu..cili kicap bihun sup aku tu kan.. tu diahh pedas dia meletop-letop! heee sorry laaa..meks ter buat pedas laks.. tapi yg suker pedas tu mmg suker laaa.. yg tak tahan macam yours truly ni...ermm..sorrii..hehe..

ya ampun..rendang meks larisss...sampai towards kol 4pm gitu kena kontrol tokok tambah dia utk reserve orang belakang...huhuuu..

fruit cocktail kegemaran ramai...

tiramisu cake kegemaran ija..hehehe...

roll cake kegemaran amran...huhuu..

~sunday, 27/9; high st, randwick; 12-8pm~

Testing

Sakit ati sakit jiwa aku kejap ngan blogger nih. I thot i lost this blog dah tadik setelah seharian tokleh login.

Can't wait!

After 1 Syawal..just stayed at school continue on with work and at home yesterday, lepaking. Now contemplating if i should go to school today or not. Work temporarily is settled, just to wait for feedback from people that i have seeked help from. So kind of, i should take this opportunity to enjoy breathing the spring (or summer?) air before another surge of wave comes again. Believe it or not, my to do list is empty since wednesday! huhuu..for once, rasa macam..mati kutu pulak! Anyway, hopefully everything goes well and smooth this time...

As i'm expecting a huge crowd of friends over this weekend (can't wait!), went to eastgarden yerterday to get some important stuffs. Myers is having this mid season sale which i wasnt particularly interested in the beginning. It has not always been my favourite mall to shop around as i normally go to better-bargain ones such as big w, kmart, target only for routine shopping..yeap. However, there's an item which is on sale while stock's last that caught my attention. The slow cooker, it was one of my wishlist items that i published sometime ago. I think i got myself a good bargain...if off sale, a 6.5L = $109..this time, a 5.5L = $ 50. So i bought 2 units, 11L = $100. How about that? Then, out of a sudden i saw this quadrology dvd pack of die hard movie (4 die hard movies) all at $50! Demi bruce willis ku, terus ku rembat!! huhuuu

Neway, enjoy these trailers...can't wait for it to be out!

She's learned that..

..got this in a forwarded email and thought of sharing them here...(although some of you might have come across this)..

..maya angelou , 70+ of age said this:

i've learned that no matter what happens or how bad it seems today, life does go on and it will be better tomorrow...

i've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things; a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights...

i've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life...

i've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life....'

i've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance...

i've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back.....

i've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision...

i've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one...

i've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back...

i've learned that I still have a lot to learn...

i've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel...

Red color draping our sky

Actually across sydney tp meks amik gambo kat randwick ajer la kan...subuh tadi mmg langit merah...huhuu aku siap berkata dalam hati, heh dah nak kiamat ker nih..huhuuu..apparently ada very thick haze across sydney sky yg tak penah terjadi sblm nih..so macam tak salah gaks la hati aku terdetik gitu tadi kan hehe...dah la kebelakangan ni mulut aku dok asyik ter cakap, 'kalau ija umur tak panjang..bla bla bla.." uhukk...neway, awal pagi lagi merah but gradually jadik kunin..angin pon kuat pagi nih...

"The reason for the dust is we had some really strong winds in the inland areas of NSW and in South Australia for a sustained period yesterday," said Bureau of Meteorology senior forecaster Jane Golding." (www.smh.com.au)

"The reddish haze was expected to fade as the sun got higher in the sky, Ms Golding said. The haze had turned from a crimson red to orange by about 7am, and then faded to yellow by about 7.30am." (www.smh.com.au)

"This is such an infrequent event ... it's hard to say when the dust will stop." (www.smh.com.au)

opsss..terselit laks ai nyer feveret coffee cart.. "large latte please, says Ija" :P

p/s: yang clip ni copy dari youtube..

Gambar-gambar 1 syawal

1. atas kiri; masa jamuan aidilfitri di mesia hall

2. bawah kiri; di umah rusdi @ eastlakes..dah malam dah nih..kebetulan lah sangat kitaorg 4 couples yg berkonvoi jalan raya nih (me, wai, fiesh & nora) kebetulan laks sumer pakai sedondon kuning..i likeeeeee.....

3. kanan; kat mesia hall with dear sistah

1. umah sabri @ eastlakes..ada kopok lekor wehh dan nasi dagang..tapi dah malam dah masa ni, last house..tak larat sangat dah..tuan rumah dua dari kanan

2. kat umah hisyam @ eastlakes..2nd last house..pon jamah sikittt jer dah..tuan rumah sebelah kanan amran

1. kat umah amir @eastlakes..1st house yg kami pegi..tuan rumah baju kaler pepel

2. kat mesia hall masa jamuan aidilfitri belah tengahari

1 & 2. kat mesia hall masa jamuan aidilfitri..food variety tp aku amik nasi impit kuah kacang rendang and laksa ajor deh..queue panjang sangat and terik laks tu..

kat umah imran (amran's badminton buddy) @ revesby heights, bankstown. baju biru tu tuan rumah..sup tulang yg bestttt kat sini..pandai lina masak..

1. kat umah rusdi @ eastlakes, 2 dari kiri tuan rumah..ada lontongggg yeayyy...tp makan sket jek sbb tak larat dah masa nih..

2 & 3. umah shahidan @kensington, baju maroon tuan rumah..ada teh tarik yg kaw sropa mamak jugaaaa...kami siap tanya guano deh shahidan buat...roper2nyer mix of various kinds of serbuk teh..i c i c..

kat jalan depan umah shahidan (new petronas officer)..cantik area umah faziah & shahidan nih...umah besor2 sini nih..and mostly malaysian officer yg dok sini..

kat mesia hall, pagi raya lepas solat and salam2 sumer.. lepas photo shoot sini, kami pon start geraks..

kat mesia hall gaks...kami hanya salam raya bermaaf2an malam tu lepas dah balik umah dari segala jenjalan raya..

Lepas balik dari all 9 umah tu punyer lah pancit and letih tak hengat! Letih jalan and letih makan tu. Semalam patutnyer dah ker school sambung la kojer..tapi sebab lesu sangat so pospon ke harinih...Kat umah semalam lepak2 tido baring tgk dvd baca buku citer. Owh..skrg dah move to eclipse..yang new moon haritu last2 si bella together balik ngan edward yeayyy. Citer ni  si jacob laks menjauhkan diri ciann dia..he was there all the time of bella's darkest days masa kena tinggai ngan edward tu. Wokesss sekarang ni meks boring sbb nak masuk school balik nih and back to work..arghh bosan!

p/s: thanks to bat and hana for the parcels.. yeayy jajan raya! hehehe..tudung raya pon ada huhuu...btw hana, apa lagi yg ko send kat aku eks selain jajan sbb ada kad dari kastam nih, so rasa macam ada menda yg kena rampas nih..respon sini nanti eks..thanks also to faizah and nora for the raya card..

Selamat Hari Raya

Pada sumer kengkawan/pembaca di mana jua korang berada, aku ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Ampun dan maaf dipinta kerana sepanjang perkenalan kita samada nyata atau maya, pastinya ada kata-kata dan perbuatan aku yang telah menyinggung hati dan perasaan korang..Aku hanya manusia biasa..yg tidak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan...jadi harap dimaafkan segala keterlanjuran ku ittew yer..

Raikan hari raya ni bersama keluarga, sanak saudara dan kawan2 dengan perasaan gembira.....dalam pada tu, beringat2 jugak bila di jalan raya dan of kos, berpada2 gaks bila makan tu hehehehe...esok2 balik dari raya, nak diet payahhh wooo huhuuu...

26 Ramadhan : plan raya

Plan raya:

1. Menu ~ lom tau agik nak wat gapo...tadi cakap kat amran, 1st raya walaupon ada jamuan kat mesia hall..rasa macam nak buat gaks pulut kuning and rendang..u know, just to have the feel of raya at home...tapi dia kata alaa takyah..dah gi ker mesia hall kan memasing...huh sempoiii kan mamat nih? mmg sempoi sangat segala segi..so kensel lah nak buat rendang hari raya tu kang..pantang dapat green light! hahaha alasan sangattt!

2. Baju ~ lom sampai agik baju raya from mesia...

3. Kuih raya ~ takdok sbb tak buat..tu laa mak tanya nak kuih raya ker? aku dok toksei sangattt..yerlah..sokmonyer tak habes makan pon..tiada peminat kuih raya kat umah nih..

4. Jalan2 raya ~ lom dapat agik any invitation open house..

eihhhh rasa cam nak ke tasmania jer raya nih! sini dah common sangat kengkawan gi travel masa raya..last year ada one group ker melbourne during raya..this year, dengar2 nyer ada one group nak ker gold coast...tapi kalo mak aku tau la aku betui gi jenjalan ke tassie ker mana2 ker during raya, mau bising diaaaa....tak menghormati raya katanya..lama2 kang hilang dari hati..tapi korang tengok jer la persiapan raya aku tuh kan? sropa takder nak beraya jer kannn....

Well actually jobs menanti nak kena buat tu berderet2....although berderet, surprisingly aku macam teruja nak buat jobs nih....hopefully keterujaanku ini berpanjangan...hrmm...rasanya 2nd raya masuk school dah kot...kalau tak masuk school pong, masuk kojer dah kot..

25 Ramadhan : sakit

sakit kepala, sakit tekak, sakit tengkuk, sakit tangan, sakit bahu....nak ghaye ni weii...uhuk uhukk...

neway, someone i know is having a hard time...or rather, people are making her life difficult and miserable...she's a victim and i trust her wholeheartedly. Not only because she's my friend but also because i know she's innocent. You will always have my shoulder to lean on, friend...I have tears in my eyes everytime i think of what she's going thru at the moment. So i'm saying prayers for her each day, may she get thru this ordeal and justice be shown soon...amin..and dear friends, pray for this friend of mine too yea..thanks..

23 Ramadhan : Time of our life

Hari sabtu semalam we all gi anto erin ker airport, dia balik for good. Fiesh, fida and fiza pon ada skali gaks. This coming saturday (petang raya) si fiza laks balik..soon lepas raya kak lin chalo pulak. Tahun ni ramai balik for good...yg aku tau ada 3 more going home selepas erin, fiza dan kak lin...Good for them, alhamdulillah dah selesai study. Btw, ni si yanie takdok ni..tengah bersukaria bergumbira bersama keluarga.

Can u believe it that raya is just sooo around the corner already?? huhuu..tadi berbuka posa kat mesia hall...should be the last berbuka posa di mesia hall for this year *should raya falls on sunday*..we were like...owhh next week dah raya eks? huhu..takdak rasa apa pong kat sini hehe...agaknya kat mesia ngan meriah nyer sopping for raya, lagu2 raya berkumandang kat sopping complex and the displays of baju melayu bebudak tu terasa gaks la suasana raya dia kan..hehe sini biasa2 ajork.....

Aquarium

haa saper ler yg minat beno ngan aquarium tuh? hehehe thanks laaa sokmo tolong cuci tank aquarium & cpr kan ikan2 ku eks hehehe..aku sokmo lupa ajor deh ngan aquarium ku ittew.. sedo2 jek, ikan2 sumer dah timbui! mukakaka...

enjoy this clip!

21 Ramadhan : kuih raya

First and foremost, sebenarnya biskut raya kan? tapi aku nih dah biasa sangat sebut kuih raya dari kecik hehe so dah terbiasa..sama gaks, biskut tu aku panggei roti masa kecik2..huhu

Neway, merata2 dengo and tengok member2 dok rajin dan semangat dah buat kuih raya *opsss dasar toksei berubah! hehe*..best laks tengok semangat depa tu...sebeno nyer fun gaks kan buat kuih raya nih?? agaknyer la kot..especially kalau buat reramai ngan adik badik ka, kengkawan ka...and then sambil tunggu kuih kena bakar tu..ngan bau dia yg harum yg rasa cam nak makan dan dan tu gaks padahal bila dah berbuka posa, sikit tak heran kan? hehehe....pehtu the fun tgk kuih yg cantik tu siap dibakar *kalau menjadik la ropernyer hehe* then susun dalam bekas..kat sydney ni pong ramai kengkawan yg rajin buat kuih raya nih..

Tapi aku nih cukup laaa tak minat nak buat kuih raya tak tau pesal. Memang minat kat situ takdok...masak2 aku minat, but not kuih raya..huhu..ehh kuih2 lain pong aku tak minat gak...ermm agaknya janji nama kuih ajer aku nih tak minat kot..huhuu..well, malas sebeno nyer..tu la dia nyer...ni amran laks mmg tak minat kuih raya, kuih2 traditional biasa pong dia tak baper minat..hrmm..laaagiii la aku tak rajin nak blajo membuatnyer...ada anak sok sok taktau la pulakkk..

Mungkin gaks sbb dah puas masa muda2 remaja dulu mak aku mmg buat kuih utk jual kot, so aku rasa cam bosan dah. Memang mak aku nih dulu dok buat kuih raya for jual everytime raya and mmg ramai kastemer dia..kami lah tukang nolong nyer..samprit, tart, makmur, u name it mak aku buat...but not dodol or putu kacang or kuih bakar etc etc kerepek sumer tu la. Bila kitaorg dah kat univ and then mata dia dah tak baper nampak dah *due to diabetes*, dia pong stop dah buat kuih raya. Of kos kastemer dia dok cari dia sokmo tiap kali raya...so to not let her skill & knowledge gone to waste, dia ajor makcik aku all her secret recipe of kuih raya. Dan, mak aku yg jadik marketing person to juai those kuih raya. Masa tu mak aku keje agik so customer contact dia ramai banding makcik aku yg dok kat kampung.

So, from there it goes laa.. and mmg bisnes makcik aku nih berkembang..kastemer pong makin bertambah tiap tahun. Until now mak aku still orang kanan makcik aku gaks in selling those kuih raya walaupon mak dah tak kojer dah skrg. Kengkawan dia still cari dia agik...so nak benti pong payah kan bila org dok cari2 lagik. ahhh mak aku mmg minat bisnes2 nih so selagi dia mampu tu sure dia jalankan jugok tuh. Skrg ni pong dengo citer dia dah turunkan few recipes kat kakak ipar aku. Aku pong masa dok kl and kelantan pong jadik agen gaks. Niat nak tolong makcik and mak aku jer. Tapi aku sokmo kata kat mak aku, kuih mak aku nih mahei sket aa banding kuih2 lain..and yeap, jawapannyer ingredients dia macam2 dia buh tah segala jenis tepung dalam one type of kuih...aku pong masa juai tu mmg amik tau apa ingredient kuih tu so that masa pomot2 kat kengkawan, leh aa citer2 sket...and sokmo kawan2 aku tu mmg percaya pong cakap aku bila aku pomot lebey sket on certain kuih yg aku rasa extra sedap. Mmg bisnes baguih pong masa kat kl and kelate dulu nun.

hrmm..ter reminisce laks eks pasai kuih raya...syok beno nyer tgk org semangat buat kuih raya nih...aku jaa maleh huhuuuu..ermmm..tapi aku rasa kalau aku serius buat kuih raya, sure boom nyer! apa yg boom tah?? jangan oven yg boom dah lah! haha..ha oklah, nak gi makan kuih laks ahaks ahaks ahaks!

20 Ramadhan : I have a secret..

beautiful isn't it? that's love without talking..

[09.09.09] 19 Ramadhan : sigh..

Aku dok baca buku new moon ni sikit...sikit..sikit..yer lah weekdays ni occupied a little more than weekends kan. So tiap kali aku progress baca beberapa helai citer tu, aku akan hapdet ler si amran apa jadik..like apa jadi kat edward, jacob and bella..amran tak suruh pong hapdet, aku jaa terlebih ramah nak citer! hahahaha..Member dengo jer lah aku citer2 tanpa sepatah komen..dia mmg tak minat aaa citer nih. Masa gi tgk wayang tu dulu pong, dia kata citer ridiculous kekeke..

So, aku hapdet la something like..."ishh si edward nak chow laks dah"

...and something like, "ishh sian bella feras sangat tuh"

...and "..owhh si jacob nak masuk jarum dahhh.."

...and "ehh jacob dah len macam laks towards bella.."

So semalam aku hapdet lah lagi after progress few more pages...

aku citer, "laaa now si jacob laks tinggalkan si bella nih..ishhh"

pagi tadik aku citer," hrmm..jacob tu werewolf, edward vampire..huhhh jenuh nak pilih mana satu.."

and this time amran respond,

dia kata, "lantak nyer lerr..jacob ker, edward ker..werewolf ker crocodile ker bior ler, tu citer jer"

cetttt! penat aku citer2..takder perasaan langsung muakaka

takde kaitan ngan raya kan? hehehe

ok jom enjoy lagu raya! owh talking about lagu raya nih, pagi tadi nyer theme song utk kejut si partner lagu raya sanisah huri, "..kini tiba masanya...bangun bersahur....kepada suamiku dah pukol 4.10..." mengiauu member dengo aku nyanyi tepi tinge dia tadik! kekeke rasain lorrr...

17 Ramadhan : aktiviti weken lepas

Sabtu aku ke flemington market, that was my first time going there. Flemington market ni pasar borong dan macam pangkat kakak pada paddy's market tu la..selama ni aku dok gi kat paddy's jer sbb dekat jer. Member2 yg lain rajin gaks gi flemington market nih..aku jer tak menjenguk agik sbb mikirkan kami 2 org ajer deh so bukan nak beli dalam qty byk pon. Neway even yg bukan jual borong pon still cheaper than paddy's la. Coriander tu 1 dollar secekak banyak gaks la dapat banding ngan yg beli kat paddy's or coles nun. Aku mmg suker sangat coriander leaves nih sbb bau dia best sgt! Amran laks gemor pudina mint tu..sokmo mesti beli punyer utk dia buat makan ulam..aku idak gemor pong. Then sabtu tu petronas sponsor food dan mypsa nyer turn utk help out organize food and all. So awal sket kitaorg gi mesia hall tu dalam kol 5pm gitu dan most of our friends mmg ada dah situ. 

Sunday smlm adalah hari yg aku melepak sakan..huhuu...amran kuor gi coles and merewang2 japs, aku maleh nak gi. Buat daging masak blackpepper sejenis utk bawak gi umah member yg invite utk berbuka sesama beramai2. Tu jer lahhh.. the rest of the day, lepak perabih baca novel new moon yg tak abih2 nun..sian si bella feras sangat ngan edward dan jacob laks cuba nak masuk line..huh tak sabo nunggu movie dia kuor nih..

So malam tadik last aa jumpa yanie sblm member balik mesia for raya.. kemain kitaorg dah bersalam raya & bermaaf2an bagai dah smlm haha...erin laks, rasa2nya tu lah gathering last kitaorg ngan dia sbb sabtu ni dia akan balik dah for good..

Wokesss..daaaa

Sweet

Jumaat lepas bersembang tepon ngan mak aku...hrmmm...biasa ler..bulan2 posa nih mmg panjang ler pesanan dan ceramahnyer ittew hehehe...citer pasal itu ini begitu begini kat sana nun...kisah kan jugak yg abah aku dok tak dapat all the sms-es yg aku dok anto..pehtu komplen pasal tepon...ropernyer dia pakai tepon baru yg kak pishah belikan. Si kakak nak gaks pakai fon aku..last2 abah aku yg kena pakai hat baru tu..hrmm..sweet mikirkan si kakak tu insist nak pakai fon aku yg lama tu instead of the new one hat mak dia punyer. Mak aku kata sbb fon tu dee punyer..biarpon lama tak per..huhuu..shweet...

16 Ramadhan: bercerita

Harini dah separuh dari bulan posa yg dah kita lalui? so camner so far? hehehe...ermm cepatnyer masa berlalu eks..especially bulan posa ni, day-in day-out..tup tup dah raya jer sok..then the next thing we know, it's boxing day sales dah..opsss..i meant to say, tup tup jer dah ujung tahun gitu hehe...

hrmm..3 suku pertama tahun nih..ermm not so good for me lah i should say.. on almost segala segi rasanya..baik dari segi keje, boss, relationship, financial, health and etc etc...orang kata life ni is full of ups and downs kan..true dan pada aku the first 3 quarters of this year has been more downs than ups so it seem...ada achievement & happy moments jugak of kos along the way, alhamdulillah but not as good and progressive as i had last year. The most disturbing one is my motivation level and enthusiasm concerning work..merudum dan makin merudum ajer...however, worry not guys as from time to time i still try very hard to pull myself together and hold on to the straws of hope and faith that i have left. Anyway, God is fair and life is fair...i had good & promising self-motivation last year, this year God wants me to feel the opposite...it's like, testing me on how strong i am in handling issues and ownself..macam tu laa lebeyy kurang..

Ngan sv pon not that good also since early this year...i dont know what to say..i know i have my own weaknesses and made mistakes but i believe not necessarily sv/boss are right all the time. Though my nature normally accept things, there are times that i showed off my disgust feeling as well hehehe...

Whatever it is, i intend to start writing my thesis beginning of next year..entahlah buleh tercapai ker dak.. but that's the aim. Aim high so i heard? When the writing starts, i have the feeling that i'm gonna be like under the radar in doing so...perhaps spend more time in a cave..perhaps..oh well, u know how unpredictable i am, yes? so see how. I give myself a good 6 months to complete the first draft of my thesis. Probably those who knows the process of writing a thesis would laugh at this thought of mine, but i'd just stay with this idea for the moment. Again, aim high so they say eh? hehehe...yeahh i know how difficult it is to actually keep the idea coming in writing an academic piece, what more with a few-hundreds pages of thesis...phewww...entah aper laks cabarannyer kat depan tu eks..so in the mean time, i'm enjoying my freedom while i can.

Talking about bulan puasa ni kan....the first few days of bulan posa ni kan, entah camana hati aku terbuka untuk menyedari sesuatu...takyah aku citer aper menda nyer...however entah camana..mungkin Tuhan buka kan hati aku utk aku tengok dan nampak...so tetiba jadik insaf and forgiving hence accepting...hope it will last long..

Puasa macam tahun2 yg lepas...hanya weken jer gi berbuka posa kat mesia hall...seperti biasa kat mesia hall weken mmg ada org perseorangan atau organisasi yg sponsor food...so weken lah hari2 yg aku takyah masak for berbuka..jadik, weken jugaklah yg sahur nyer sempoi yg amatz. The gathering masa berbuka posa beramai2 tu syok jadiknyer and meriah coz masa ni jugaklah jumpa kengkawan...catch up stories with real facial expressions hehehe....with fresh gossips shared also muakakaka...last weken ada invitation iftar kat umah yanie..loads of food we have there and insyaallah ada another to go to.

Wokesss..salam nuzul quran pada sumer dgn pertanyaan, 'baper juz dah?' hehehe *ahak ahak ahak pada org yg bertanya nih haha*

Just wanted to let you know

..my prayer for myself & you guys..

..have a nice weekend peeps!

13 Ramadhan: wishlist 04

bestnyer jajannnnn...huhuuu

hah tunggu aper lagik?? saper2 yg sayang kat aku tuh tolong pos kan menda alah nihhh...

hehe..mood jiwangan aku kemarin tuh tak lama tahan nyer, ikut2 mana pong makanan jugok yg dekat di hati! hahaha

slamat berposa u ols...takder citer menarik nak citer, same ol' same ol'....love u guys always!..tapi pada yg pos kat aku menda alah nih, i love u more than the rest! huhuuu

daaaaaa.