Away for holidays

needed this break so much! (it's easter hols)
will be back next week..pray for our safe whereabouts yea...
o yeah miss me too! :P

Ku genggam semilir malam

kerana dalamnya
kasih sedalam lautan
setinggi mentari
katakan bara melecur diri
bisa memercik jalan nan luka
dengan selasih balut pedih ngeri
tiada berpaling setia...

Either way

so keep holding on!

End of march

Apa yer nak citer? Terasa cam lama dah tak bebel2 sini hehehe.....semalam badan tetiba terasa cam nak demam balik....sbb start dah sakit2 badan sendi segala....neway, dah telan ubat demam malam tadi cecepat...kena curb cecepat coz i cant afford to fall sick again...yeah especially now. tp badan tak panas ni....in fact now i feel ok dah....so ni dok mikir ni nak work from home jer ker or gi school.....hrmm....probably kat umah jer lah kot harini....

Cepatnya masa berlalu kan.....it's already end of march....still takde idea la nak citer apa2 la. Pretty occupied with work.....writing stage it is now..hrmm...banyaknyerrr nak kena nulis adoiii.....tengok chapter outline satu chapter jer pon dah cam nak stress dah..apatah agik 7 chapter..hehe

Skang ni issue sesama kengkawan, sumer pakat sibuk ngan study extension application baik yg study oversea mahupon local...sbb memasing dah dalam 6 bulan agik nak cukup 3 thn dah ni. Aku kan aku citer sometime ago nak apply setahun tp tipu mak kata apply 6 bulan? haha...masa tgh sibuk prepare2 nak apply tu...pkir punyer pkir..tanya punyer tanya....rasa tak yakin leh approve 1 thn maka meks apply 6 bulan jer.....lagipon kang sv tengok aku apply 1 thn dia pkir aku ada byk masa lagik so dia pon lepak2 jer hehe maleh.....aku mmg selama ni kata kat school aku my max limit extension 6 bulan jer syhhhhh tau...hehehe...saja bagi cutting point dia limited sket.......

Neway dah submit dah...tp smlm dapat citer ada member yg blajo kat local approved laks 1 thn application dia! huhh...kalau tau laaa...anyway, aku notice aku ni sokmo gitu tau...dari dulu2 lagi....bila nak menipu memang jadik tokleh nipu....ianya menjadi betui2 hehe....aku rasa Tuhan memang tak izinkan aku menipu laa..come to think of it, who knows....kot2 i really can finish with only 6 months extension rather than 1 yr betui dak? amin amin....

Aku sebenonyer suka writing ni....aku cam look forward utk tengok skill aku writing academic piece sbb tah naper rasa cam ada skill kat situ ahaks puji diri sendiri....tp bila nengokkan outline to go dari table of contents tu...aduiii...buley lemah semangat jadiknyer....hrm...tapi takper....i know i can make it...and do this... let's do it!

Keep on

Something to share

All i need...

I think i've done the very best to solve issues that i had in weeks. I've tested and tried and pursued..and at this point i think i've tried all possible means. What's left is to move forward.

It's gonna be tough work i guess...and therefore all i need is strength, strength and strength to get me going.

I've had enough of disappointment, i've had enough of failures and i've had enough of frustration. I think the probs that i had, had also taught me some valuable points for me to remember.....All i need now is strength and positive vibes to keep me going. So please...transfer me some of yours if you have any extras...thanks in advance...

Occay dah...

hrmm....dah sihat sket dah nih...sebenarnya pulun bagai nak rak buat trouble shooting on some problems yg aku tengah alami...dah menurun puncak dah nih..hopefully things are good lah lepas nih...aku mmg cam ni..datang jer problem, mula lah pening tak tentu pasal, stress sampai takder arah dah...and mmg buley buat decision yg kadang2 diluar jangkauan pkiran lah...hrmm...

sebenarnya bila aku dok diam2 sorang tu kan...aku tengok2 balik milestone aku jadik student kat sini nih...actually aku encounter big obstacle at almost every stage gaks...cuma samada aku yg tak perasan or bila aku dah lepas stage tu, aku rasa cam obstacle tu small obstacle sbb aku leh lepasi nyer....kali ni pon cam tu gaks..aku rasa hat ni obstacle yg paling besar dah lah nih..tp entah lah mana tau tempuh laks obstacle lain masa akan datang, kot aku rasa hat ni takde menda sangat laks dah..get what i mean or not?..something like that la...

sigh...aduii..harap2nya ok lah lepas nih...dah kebah2 demam dah ni alhamdulillah...and aku laks mmg lama dah tak demam2 lama gini..sbb nyer sokmo bila dah start rasa nak demam2 jer..teruss jer minum orange juice berliter2 bagai, air masak bagai and all..tp this time, it was different sbb aku mmg LUPA giler pada orange juice petua aku tuh bila mula rasa tak sihat kali nih...mmg lupa langsung....dan dah lama aku tak rasa flat camni benonyer..neway, alhamdulillah..cam dah sihat2 dah nih..thanks for all your semangat and wishes and prayers...

and it's so true,...a friend in need is a friend indeed..sobs...ntah kenapa..tulis sentence ni tetiba terasa sebak...

Masih dan sedang

At the moment, am having a hard time...i'm still coping up with my own health and also work spirit. And also still struggling to solve some issues. Hopefully, there is sunshine after the rain..and it is raining here at the moment..love it! and love u, u and u!

Keep going

Once again...

Such a relief....I know i can trust my hunch...and thank God for allowing me to believe in it...

Can't break the spell

...skang nih tido pon dah mimpi thesis buley?....yeahh when the worry gets under my skin.. i think even in sleep my dreams (or nightmares!) are trying to figure out the prob that i have in hand...adehh..tsk tsk..toodles peeps! have a good weekend!

Say me

I have a dream, i'll cross the stream

Strawberries and laptop

saper suker stoberi? i do i do i do! hehehe

Betul ker orang kata kalau gi cameron highland tu, makan stoberi kat atas tu kalau dapat yg manis sure manis..tp bila bawak turun dah jadik masam? Kat sini kalau stoberi hat besar2 merah cantik tu mmg manis aaaa...and i love strawberries! the smell of ripe strawberries tu mmg best harum sangat!! cant resist its tempting red/maroon color, mesti nak beli nyer sebekas kecik tu...aku sorang jer yg suker so blasah soranggg jer lah.

Okey off topic laks...mata aku ni kan cam nak pedih2 aaa bila tenung screen computer nih..hrmm.. laptop ok jer laks....owh talking about laptop kan, laptop kat umah aku tuh dah kerap sangat dah 'hang' nyer weiii..iskkk riso aku nih...and aku pon dah start bukak (read: on) balik dah laptop lama aku hat besaq sket tuh...sebagai persediaan haha baru tau....tu pon berzaman gaks baru nak start up...hrmm..aku rasa pedih mata tu due to tired eyes and glares laa...kalau pakai spec ley ilang ker eks? risau laks aku sbb cam semakin kerap laks pedih2nya.... spec mmg ada, spec yg takder bingkai tu tp tak pakai ihiksss....baper power tah buat dulu tak ingat dah..ehhh ker pedih2 mata sbb tak cukup tido eks?? hahaha tu mmg tak betoi sangat laaa tuh hehehe

It's gonna be a good day...!

It's the first day of autumn!! ....and we have a cool & breezy mornin over here!...and i'm about to make a drastic move!! huhuuuuu *if God permit, that is....*

so, mornin mornin people! have you had your coffee this morn?