Monday, March 31, 2008

Hibernate yg tak berapa nak menjadi keh keh keh

yer betullll.... blog dan saya tak dapat dipisahkan hahahaha..

Neways, dalam aku dok bertapa sat (konon2nya lah).. macam dapat ilham gak lah nak menulih2 ttg apa.. slalunya kan ..dalam citer dulu2 tu kan.. bila org g bertapa..depa gi menimba ilmu and balik bawak ilmu tu untuk disebarkan (hiks! betoi ka? hahaha) .. erm.. tapi.. dalam aku dok ada idea2 apa nak tulih tu.. terencat lah pulak hehehehe...

I dont know.. i just feel so down at the moment and depress a bit * a bit jaaaaaa*.

So, nanti2 lah aku sambung eks.

Btw, assignment yg aku hantor last Thursday dah come back with the marks. High distinction heh heh heh...alhamdulillahhh syukur.. kena ada usaha yg lebih lagi nih.. uhukkk tak sabonyerrrr nak sampai ke June!

Thursday, March 27, 2008


Tension! Depress!

Rasa macam nak say goodbye to this blog for a while lah dan berhibernate kejap. Berat nampaknyer masalah dalaman aku neh.

Guiding question

Remember the question that I set yesterday which is supposed to guide me and lead me to some light at the end of a looooooooong, looooooong tunnel?? Hrm.. Havent got that answered yet from yesterday's reading. That's all I wanna say. *bad mood* *worried* *nervous* *started to feel the tension again* ... like what I told Delinn yesterday..."ahh I think tension will never leave a PhD's student's life".. it will leave temporarily but will often come visit again now and then. Got to get use to it.

So today, the question is left unanswered.. temporarily... for I have to turn to other readings to prepare me for next week's classes.

Now reading : 'Marketing Myopia' for my theoretical and highly conceptual class next Tuesday *yawn*

Wednesday, March 26, 2008


Sorri la eks.. kata nak update petang semalam.. tapi disebabkan berserabut dgn study and kejap2 rasa macam hilang arah sat sbb dah seminggu kot tinggal research ni.. so bila nak start serabut sikit therefore, tak sempat langsungnya nak update...Ni dah ada guiding questions , should be okay la.... taktau la dalam mencari jawapan tu satgi serabut lagi hiks!

Neways, kami kat sini cuti 4 hari total for Easter start dari hari Jumaat sampai Senin. Tu sebab aku tak online eh eh online kat Ym tp.. bukan online as in 'busy'. Kalau busy to maknanya dok kat ofis la tu.. focusing 90% of my time on work. Other than that, kat umah la tu. So, ada la bawak balik sebemban articles (as usual semangat tinggi menggunung) tapi, kesudahannya ada la ala kadar jer aku baca... Like I told earlier on Thursday, I really wanna relax kan? So I did. Memang rehat betul lepas submit 40% assignment tu. Jumaat tu, aku buat mee kari.. hehe itu lah dia rezeki kami for the whole day hehehe no nasik. And pulak tu, my fren dari NZ (Tun and frens) ada kat sini.. ingat nak jemput dia mai hari Sabtu actually tapi disebabkan ada masalah teknikal di mesia hall.. aku kesian plus hangat kat ada worang tu, so aku tuko plan jemput depa hari Jumaat.. sib baik buat mee kari seperiuk besor walaupon kami berdua jer. Tu rezeki depa lah kot..So... sembang2 dengan depa very the meriahhsss .. biasa la Tun kan... still begitu orangnya.. tidak berubah. Na and Wa, dia kim salam.

Hari Sabtu pulak, hrm... apa aku buat eks? Owh owh... aku tengok citer Korea.. hehe actually my internet capacity ada dekat 2Gb lagi.. tidak digunakan sangat.. sebab sibuk dgn assignment.. so kat umah jarang surfing or whatnot. Aku dah upgrade dr 1GB ke 2GB this month sbb promotion dengan harga yg sama.. contract/bond jer tambah lagi setahun.. ala.. sure akan pakai servis ni pon...So.. hari Sabtu tu, I started by asking Cik pah.. citer korea apa yg best coz me, no idea at all. Sindarella and Vice Versa mmg aku up to date so takdak citer yg ketinggalan.. So dia suggest citer My Girl.. hiks! citer lama I know.. tapi eh eh best eks?? best sungguh..Maka... bak kata Amran seharian tu dia naik meluat dengo lagu2 korea dari citer my girl tu hahahaha....aku dok melangut kau sungguh2 nyer depan laptop aku tu... Aku masak apa eks? Mee kari plus mee goreng kot tak ingat lah weh...... dok melangut la lagi depan laptop.. sib baik Amran tau aku nak release tension and I am normally so not like this nengok tv/movie online or offline se-religous ini.. so dia tak complain.. kalau hari2 macam ni huhuuuu mau goyang rumahtangga.. mana idak.. dok langut hero citer korea tu jer.. rumah apa jadi keh keh keh...

Anyhow, mmg setel habih citer My Girl tu larut malam hari sabtu tu hahaha.. dasat sungguh aku.. Hari Ahad pulak, kami keluo temankan Tun and frens tu ke Paddy's Market.. Spent about half a day situ and balik umah balik. Depa pon amik beg dari hotel and lepak at our house jap..mentara nak tunggu nak board ke Gold Coast pulak belah petangnya. So aku pon sempat la lagi buat bihun sup ayam utk jamu depa and temolok kami jugak hehehehe..

Senin... erm... just lepak2 lagi kat umah.. gi Coles buat grocery......selak sesikit artikel tu.. sambil nengok Full House pulak.. sudah laaaa.. aku ni addicted pulak hishhhhh.. tu org kata jangan mulakan eks? Tapi kalau org yg kuat disiplinnya ok lah kot.. cam aku ni hisyyyy...

So, all in all, aku memang relax sungguh la di rumah selama 4 hari lepas.. and bila masuk ofis semalam, rasa energetic and bersemangat..

Itu jer la citernya hehehehe

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Banyak nak citer nih..sepanjang Easter break..

..tapi petang karang aku update eks...
So, petang karang jenguk balik tau blog nih hehehe..
tapi.. Sydney punyer petang eks, bukan mesia


Thursday, March 20, 2008

One of the major submissions done!

Yeap, alhamdulillah, although it was such a hassle to me. We (me and classmates) were given those articles on a last minute note and knowing the weightage is 40% really puts a pressure to me. What with other courses' assignments as well. At some point, I even thought that I wanna skip classes and especially today when the major submission due date and presentation to happen when I practically can say that I am not prepared to hand it in and present. In other words, I just think that I dont have enough time. Nevertheless, I braved the day because I dont have any other choice. This morning, I think I have never been so scared and unprepared in my entire life (.. well.. I might be exaggerating here..there were other times, of course!). I even wished that John (the professor) would fall ill or something like that, that the class will need to be cancelled. So jahat kan. Astagaaa......

Anyhow, the presentation is done, the work has been submitted. Although there are tonnes of other work that are lining up in front of me already.. right now.. I just wanna go home, make love to my hubby and sleep. Basically this month since the class started, I woke up at 4.30am and sleep normally around 10pm or 11pm, something like that. My sex life is so not interesting in these past 4 weeks.. I have been neglecting my hubby in bed, I shall say *LOL*. Nonetheless, it's time to cover up.. everything.. the sleep, the sex hahahaha and of course the rest I need before I rise again for other demanding work that require my full attention.

I should also think of something wonderful and delicious to cook for my hubby these 2 or 3 days to come because he did such a sweet favor to me yesterday, knowing that the due time for submission is coming up real soon and he can tell that I was deeply stressful. Well.. he cleaned the chicken, season with salt and turmeric and fry them. Not only that, he cook rice, he also stir fry beansprouts yesterday with soy sauce and it tastes good. Moreover, he serve me a complete dinner yesterday and all I had to do was just move my ass up from the laptop and to the dinner table. Everything was put there, ready for me.

Well.. u guys might say.. that's not a big deal! your husbands do that too for you and especially the menu I mentioned earlier, it doesnt come close to what your husbands has prepared for you ladies before. I beg to differ. My husband never cook in his entire life, he doesnt know how to cook rice, veges and everything under the name 'cooking'. hehehe.. So.. to sum up, yesterday dinner was a huge success to him.. and also me of course! *LOL*

Well, I should say I might have gone a tad bit overboard yesterday which possibly 'kills' the sweet moment by saying..."haa ni dah pandai masak.. bersedialah time2 ija sibuk tahap gaban dgn research" .. which I know will freak him out hahahaha.
All in all, I love u abang!! How grateful I am to be married to you!

Monday, March 17, 2008

This week's

Ahh this week is gonna be a crazy one for me..Have got 4 submissions in hand to be handed out

Tuesday - 1 paper critic for submission + 3 to be discussed in class
Wednesday - 1 paper critic for submission
Thursday - 3 paper critics for submission (40% ~ awal sem dah hantor one of major asgmts, tp elok gak.. kurang sikit burden towards the end) + presentation

And, bottom line for all these will be tonnes of background reading that I think can be up to 20 articles all together for the three assignments.

Nevertheless, I am all energetic to learn and of course ultimately to get it done!

Huhuu.. okey, okey.. citer boringgggggg!!!

So, sbg mengisi keboringan dan kekosongan blog ini untuk sementara waktu, tataplah ayat2 dibawah ini yg entah betul entah tidak.. tp it's interesting!


What Hazliza Means
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

Thursday, March 13, 2008


As my position in the office does not facing the window.. plus my tight schedule for this semester, I realize that now I seldom notice of happenings in the outside world.. especially not now when I am just too much occupied with the class's readings... Anyhow, classes normally finish at 1pm from Monday to Thursday.. so usually once finished, I would go straight to my office and start sorting out the taught and given materials into more organized order... It is only at this time.. I would glance at the window and seeing the crowds as pictured above....will make me realize.."oh it's lunch time" :)

I am staying at level 3 of the Quadrangle Building.. I find it fascinating and enchanting (especially when I was just too tensed with the aftermath of the classes) with students pooling, walking and lying around on the field down there... At least, the sight made me smile with those lively life!
In case you are wondering where does this entry is leading to.... dont be.... it's just a brief moment of ramblings that I can afford to.
Daaaa..ohh btw, taken from my hp..(nak gakk habaq tu!! *LOL*)

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

testing.. downloading from henpon

As much as I am interested in the gadget thingy.. still slow at this actually .. the transfering files from handphone to PC/internet tee hee hee...
ahh by the way, that's a critique that I am currently working on.. tu a work in progress...

I need to..

Monday, March 10, 2008


I think I had my brain 'burnt' in today's class. A 4-hour straight class that talks about nothing else but theory and practice is really a suffer! huhuuuu..3 months! 3 months for me to endure.....I am already counting!

Ketua-ketua negeri yang baru

Nampaknya..ketua-ketua bagi beberapa negeri pon bertukor....Perak and Kedah most prolly will be led by Pas huhuuuu. Takpe, kita tengok....

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Tak sangka

yer.. tak sangka sungguh aku berkenaan keputusan pilihanraya kali ni.. mungkin sebab aku yg memang tak penah nak ambik tau pasal perihal politik negara kot (kecuali masa BTN hr tu hahahaha), tu sebab aku jer yg tak sangka.. mungkin org lain dah jangka kot...

Haiyyohhh Perak camner nih?? MB cha ya nuun aliff ka?

Takpe.. we just wait and see....

Sebagaimana dgn kerajaan yg akan memulakan rejim yg baru, aku pon turut sama memulakan rejim yg baru gak.. in fact dah mulakan pon... iaitu bekerja 7 hari seminggu uwaaaaaaaaaaaa... maka ,
... di sinilah aku.. berada di skool...
...menghadapi artikel2 yg haru biru itu...
...tidak kira waktu....
...isnin atau jumaat, sabtu atau ahad
....cuma.. doa aku...semoga usaha aku ni membuahkan kejayaan.. Amin...

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Happy Voting 2008

To all readers in Malaysia,

Happy voting... am busy to blog longer but.. just so that I mark something today since this day will only come once in 5 years! Not voting for me this time.

Friday, March 7, 2008

I am feeling...

..enthutiastic!! (opsssss that reflection ---> is a bit over the edge isnt't it?)

wahaha did make my day though.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

The day has come..

...that I dreaded most.. the super difficult and super time-consuming classes huhuuuuuu... but a student has to do what she has to do, yes? No runaway from responsibilities, they say.

So, the first class started just now at 9am for two hours this week, which for weeks to come...this course will be cramped into 4 hours that covers 2 classes a day and total up to 8 hours in a week for this course alone! Just imagine the readings that I have to do for a week for this sole course only.....and not to mention the other two.

The professor just basically teach just now.. not much on issues and discussions.. just bits and pieces of inquiries from students (including me who started it all.. heheh.. just to give first impression.. lepas ni bila masuk issue berat, aku katup mulut dan tunduk jer!*LOL*). On a first class that doesn't require much debates or critics, I kinda find it okay.. easily understood of basic concepts taught. The three courses that I will undertake this semester will be soooooo much about conceptual, theories and deep thinking which I am so weak to think at a level of dewa2. So, God help me.
That' all. The other course..'research seminar in marketing'.. the reading articles are already in hand..
On a different story, some issues and problems at hand:
Hubby has been playing badminton every Sunday for almost a month already now.. and..there'll be a friendly tournament in Canberra on the 15th and 16th March (next weekend). He was named under the first 'regu' to go.. and he's of course enthuthiastic of going and playing...While me, on the other hand.. despite feeling excited to go to Canberra where we have never set foot before, have FOUR paper critics to be submitted the week after that weekend (Mon, Tue, Wed, Thurs). So how?? The 'regu'-list were drawn yesterday and agendas have been listed down... although they encourage to stay with foster families (aka known and unknown friends in Canberra), the 'rombongan' can always stay at hotels if they'd like to.

Thus, I thought so as not to dissappoint my hubby's passion, and IF AND ONLY IF I am able to finish up 70% of each work, I wanna stay at a hotel. I thought that I may be able to do my work, just bring my laptop and since I have mobile broadband therefore Internet connection is not a problem ( btw, apa relation antara buat write-up dgn Internet connection? dang! kekekeke). Well... of course I'm gonna go and cheer for him, silly! Relationship is more important than study wuhuuuuuuuu...that's why I have to follow him haha! (lagipun, takkan aku nak tido sorang?? reasons and justifcations :P)

However, the possibility is; what if the rest of the clan decides to stay with the foster family? Takkan kami jer nak dok hotel? Sungguh sikap tak beramas-mesra! Haven't found a solution to this question yet.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008


She has just come out from the interview room.. and from what she said, she got verbal confirmation of that job offer, if that Tan Sri does not change his words...

US oh US!

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

the breadmaker... and chocopot dalam remekin baru hiks!

roti toast'em and curry bun

Balmoral beach and Manly

Monday, March 3, 2008

Look to the right window frame

.. Basically... I have no life this semester!

Ya Allah..

"keluarkan aku dari kegelapan ragu-ragu,
kurniai aku dengan sinaran kefahaman,
bukakanlah bagiku pintu ilmu,
dan hiasilah aku dengan akhlak yg baik dan kasih sayang.."


Saturday, March 1, 2008


..rupa2nya mood aku yg mandom dan hampeh sangat seminggu lepas ni ialah sebab 'bendera merah' mau naik hehehehe.. lega banget aku sbb rupanya penyakit malas tahap space cop gaban nih hanya petanda untuk itu... sorri eks, 'timing' aku tak regular so I cant predict. Tapi serius lega laa sbb rasanya aku bukan lah lagi kategori student yg malas .. lepas2 ni tak tau la pulak...rasa2nya aku ni kategori yg masih sedar diri lah tentang tanggung jawab aku demi negara dan bangsa huhuuuuuu

Hari Khamis lepas pegi lah aku ke Eastgarden Shopping Centre dgn mission untuk mencari novel2 untuk dijadikan bahan untuk melegakan fikiran seterusnya lull me to sleep. Finally bought 2 books.. Danielle Steel dan James Patterson. Danielle Steel tu biasalah kan semua tau theme buku dia .. as for Patterson tu, it will be about murder. Ada la baru baca takat 4, 5 pages hak hak hak.

Jumaat pulak.. since bendera merah belum naik.. so mood malas tahap cipan masih ada.. hanya baca 1 atau 2 artikel saje.. selainnya tak tau apa yg aku buat....Tadi, pegi Correlle sale.. ada rembat few items yg menjadi pujaan hatiku.. niatnya, nak start beli sesikit dah apa yg aku nak utk bawak balik...erkk,... tak melampau kan? 2.5 tahun lagi nak abih dah belajar (huhuuuuuu) so, boleh dah la start kumpul sikit2 so that time nak balik esok, idak la culture shock wallet aku tadi beli dinner plate shadow iris 8 biji jer, remekin yg murah nye type.. porcelain tp microwave and oven safe.. untuk buat pie or chocopot ikut nigella, boleh la... 2 loyang bakar untuk cookies baking tray and bread loaf tray. Yg ni murah2 jer...aku tau dah.. tiap kali gi correlle nyer outlet ni.. mesti beli gak apa2 barang.. walaupon satu.. suka sungguh aku dgn kitchen wares ni...

Selesai situ, kami terus ke Balmoral Beach untuk piknik pulak.. yg ni last minute plan.. Ida dan Affan ajak Yanie yg sama2 kami ke correlle.. so aku pon ikut lah skali.. Disebabkan ni last minute plan... so Ida jer lah masak nasi lemak.. kami singgah sat kat Eastgarden... Yanie beli roast chicken kat Oporto whereas aku and Amran beli 4 bottle of juices and carbonated drinks dan salad serta Tim Tam. Tu jer la.. By the time kitaorg sampai, dah pukul 2 lebih gitu.. Ida and family pon dan setel lunch.. kami sampai terus tibai nasi lemak plus roast chicken tu.. and last skali salad tu.. then lepak2 kejap.. balik ah....

Rupanya.. tak jugak balik.. tapi fikirkan dah dekat dengan Manly.. kami pun terus lajak ke Manly Beach. Nice place.. Park keter and jalan2 kawasan sekitar beach and aslo window shopping kat deretan kedai2 situ. Laut dia cantik tp beach dia ada kurengggg sikit. Bondi and Coogee punyer beach lagi cantik kot...Lepas2 tu terus balik Randwick...

Itu jerlah.. aktiviti harini.. esok nak studiiiiiii