Occay dah...

hrmm....dah sihat sket dah nih...sebenarnya pulun bagai nak rak buat trouble shooting on some problems yg aku tengah alami...dah menurun puncak dah nih..hopefully things are good lah lepas nih...aku mmg cam ni..datang jer problem, mula lah pening tak tentu pasal, stress sampai takder arah dah...and mmg buley buat decision yg kadang2 diluar jangkauan pkiran lah...hrmm...

sebenarnya bila aku dok diam2 sorang tu kan...aku tengok2 balik milestone aku jadik student kat sini nih...actually aku encounter big obstacle at almost every stage gaks...cuma samada aku yg tak perasan or bila aku dah lepas stage tu, aku rasa cam obstacle tu small obstacle sbb aku leh lepasi nyer....kali ni pon cam tu gaks..aku rasa hat ni obstacle yg paling besar dah lah nih..tp entah lah mana tau tempuh laks obstacle lain masa akan datang, kot aku rasa hat ni takde menda sangat laks dah..get what i mean or not?..something like that la...

sigh...aduii..harap2nya ok lah lepas nih...dah kebah2 demam dah ni alhamdulillah...and aku laks mmg lama dah tak demam2 lama gini..sbb nyer sokmo bila dah start rasa nak demam2 jer..teruss jer minum orange juice berliter2 bagai, air masak bagai and all..tp this time, it was different sbb aku mmg LUPA giler pada orange juice petua aku tuh bila mula rasa tak sihat kali nih...mmg lupa langsung....dan dah lama aku tak rasa flat camni benonyer..neway, alhamdulillah..cam dah sihat2 dah nih..thanks for all your semangat and wishes and prayers...

and it's so true,...a friend in need is a friend indeed..sobs...ntah kenapa..tulis sentence ni tetiba terasa sebak...