Fantastico!!

Weken lepas plan nak ke school berjalan macam biasa, gi school dan buat kojer. Ada colleague mai gaks and bila minah tu chiow aku pon chalo aaa hehe. Weken jugak dok perabih buat planning ke nz tu....serabot la..but accomodation utk conference tu jer yg dah book takat ni takot full house dek event tu, yg lain2 lom agik. Flight pon lom book agik sebenonyer nih, keter pon belum. Tapi dah tau checkpoints mana nak stop and date dah ada so yg lain should just follow suit.
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Sunday tu pulak plan nak ke school kensel sbb ada invi melepak2 dan ber bbq kat maroubra beach celebrate birthday of a good friend of mine. So beramai2an kt situ...weather cantik..sunny yet windy..and nice! Bila menyusur tepi laut maroubra tu nak ke tempat bbq tu...tetiba macam baru rasa kuor nampak dunia..tengok laut memang slalu buat pandangan jadi cam luas dan tenang kan. Aku tak sudah2 cakap, cantiknyerrrr laut...mmg suka laa tengok laut...walaupon nak mandi laut dah jadi cam takot2. Anyway, sonok la gathering situ..mungkin rasa lama tak gathering, lama tak gelak2 sembang2 face to face or dah terlalu stress ngan kejer dan masalah yg mendatang, i find my outing at maroubra beach haritu best sgt!! puas la jugak...
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Come monday semalam...dengan fresh dan bersemangat waja nyer masuk opis sambung kojer....tup tup dapat laks 2 berita yg men-down kan emosi dan kekuatan diri kejap. Satu, amran dah tak dapat cuti laks time aku conference tu...adoiiii....terkaku aku japs...sbb colleague dia sorang agik tu ada training the exact week yg aku ada conference tu. Depa 2 org jer expert situ, takdak sorang..sorang agik gerenti tokleh cutinyer..yg lain2 ada tp hancur sumer. Plan utk travel round island tu ada sikit kacau la..sbb few early days of it tak dapat....adehhhh....menung punyer menung, terpegun punyer terpegun...dapat la jugak cari tentative jalan penyelesaian..altho aku intially tak baper keen sbb will waste another 350 dollars. Tapi no choice and this is the only chance to jalan NZ, we might actually take up that alternative. Tolak road trip plan tu ke minggu hadapannya. So that looks pretty much covered..tapi yg sedihnya.....aku masa conference tu sorang2 jer uhukk coz week ni yg dia mmg tokleh cuti langsung...yg ni tak dapat ditolong lagi..and aku rasa takder apa2 hal lah sebenonyer aku sengsorang situ..i think i'm gonna be ok..cuma yg aku berdebor tu ada 2 perkara..hehehe satu ngan perangai penakot aku nih memalam and satu lagi, ada dengar kata aftershocks kadang2 still jadik agik kat city tu malam2...adehhhhh.....
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Second news, agent umah call semalam and he said he might have found a potential buyer for this house i'm staying already..and she is interested in investing (which means i might get to stay and continue on renting). But then, minah tu nak kena tunjuk kat husband dia and they still need to decide. Issue nyer, building ni takder parking and umah aku ni located at a busy and main road of high street. Selama dok setahun sini mmg la agak payah cari parking, sometime kena take few rounds gaks sblm jumpa parking. Other than that, tersangatlah convenient nyer location umah kitaorg nih. Neway, issue rumah ni pon mmg satu issue jugak pada aku untuk sekian lama. Adoiii..tak larat nak meng-pre-empt and cari solution sbb terbelit2 kekdahnya. Kalau ikut2kan, aku nak move out from this house but..i want to buy more time iaitu idaklah immediately nak kena kuor but late enough say in January without the need to sign the new lease contract, then that would be perfecto. But then again, mana ada menda yg perfect2 jer jadik nyer dalam hidup kita ni kan. So just follow with the flow is the case now.
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Tu jer lah hal semalamnyer..hal last week laks, supervisor tetiba datang setelah sebulan bercuti on MC, suh buat paper untuk conference kat US next year. And dateline awal bulan depan...pehtu soh tambah ada satu section agik dalam thesis aku, should get this done by bulan ni. Conference aku laks next month, meaning preliminary work pon kena siap awai bulan depan gaks...huhhh fantastico!! hahaha. Walaubagaimanapun aku masih mengharapkan dua miracle untuk datang kat aku yg mungkin boleh tolong selesaikan keserabotan aku nih. Who knows kan? it might actually come and knock my door!