Challenging nyer laa haii

Before that, aku boleyy terlupa dah id dan password blog ni?? hahaha tu diahh lost in mind betuii..and luckily read somewhere that kalau lupa password boley email jer blogger tanya...mentara nunggu respon try and error lagi teruih dapat..hehe kira idak le lupa..cuma at the back of my mind jer....hehehe...
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Neway, nak citer ni...finally finally finally...its time to train my lil man to go to his baby sitter as i'll be going to work very very soon..huwaaaaaa mommy cry cry lorrrr!! hehehehe cian nyerr si cayang bucuk tu nak anto kat umah orang..tu la..cuti lama2 ni dah melekap jer ngan dia..haa ni kan berat hati dah..uhukk...dalam seminggu lepas ni this week aku train dia bottle feeding and no direct feeding at all masa office hours. Si kecik tu punyer la nangis nangis..aku adoiii tak lalu hati ngan his cries and pleas tu so mmg kalah la we all ngan training ni hehehe baik anak baik mak nyer kalah hehehe terus bawak masuk bilik perap dan peluk2 hehehehehrmphh.....tp bottle dia nak cuma time dia nak tido tu dia nak aku baring sama ngan dia...malam boley laa..tang siang ni yg nak training dia..and mmg challenging laa this week....
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And, babysitter yg dah dijanjikan tu actually area perumahan aku jer but masa gi sembang2 umah dia haritu tetiba makcik tu kata tokley pulak sbb nak jaga cucu dia..ishh...dah la tinggal 2 minggu jer ni...btw yg berjanji cakap bagai ni haritu bukan aku..my father in law. So i trust everythings settled la tu..takkan makcik tu tak cakap kot masa tu yg anak dia dah nak bersalin very soon...haishhh...so kelam kabut la jugak aku ni.....last last cari kat area umah mak aku ni..ada akak blakang umah mak ni..tanya and she agree....so smlm gi lah training irfan for 3 hours..shiannn dia...tp masa amik dia tu he looked fine and tak nangis2 pon...shiann dia...harini patutnyer anto utk belah petang pulak but right now he's sound asleep at the verandah so macam tak sampai hati lorrr nak anto..lagipon berapa jam sgt nak anto kang petang dah nak amik..so kensel for today....
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I was in a dilemma for quite some time in deciding nak cari babysitter yg near to my office ker (1 hr from ipoh) or near my mom's house ker (near to amran as he's working in ipoh). Dok ponder the pros and cons...pikir2..hrmmm....try ipoh la..sbb apa2 hal parents aku ada dekat kot kot la irfan nangis2 ker apa.....and also panel clinic amran kat ipoh...kalau dekat ngan aku kat seri iskandar sok, the pros is i can see him to bf him tp not all the time aku boleh keluar..so tgk lah sini dulu camana....harap2nya ok la....cuma amran nak kena kuar awal sket utk lajak ke tmn perpaduan ni anto..then baru ke ofis dia..hrmm.
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In the mean time, this week and next week aku doa dipermudahkan utk aku training si kecik irfan utk tido siang tanpa perlu berkepit ngan aku..amin amin...