Life changing routine

So having a baby now has changes the routine that my marriage life has carried for 9 years all these while. Sometimes macam tak sangka i mean like......having a baby of myself to play with, to toy with and to fill up with. All up to me....and i get to decide on everything..i mean with my husband la of course. Selalunyer pegang2 baby orang....main2 jer...ni nak tentukan waktu mandi dia..waktu tido waktu jaga dia waktu minum susu..waktu nak bagi dia lepak2..pilih2 baju utk dia nak pakai and others...

And life has been so occupied too! Tapi rasanya dah getting used to this new routine and schedule. MAsa first few weeks of having a baby tu kelam kabut rasanya...walaupon tak panic tp macam take things too seriously laa hahaha...time nak tukar pampers dia, time nak mandikan dia..time feeding nak tidokan dia and all. Tapi skrg rasanya dah relax sikit dah..dah boleh tune up. Masa mula2 tu berpeluh2 masa mandikan dia, masa breastfeeding dia, masa nak pakaikan baju dia. Especially awal2 dalam pantang badan sentiasa rasa panas jer...and kuat betul berpeloh..menitik2 peloh kat muka and badan. Sebab tu agaknya drastik sangat berat badan aku turun. I think in the first two weeks i lost 10 kg. Apasal eks cepat sangat...lost of water kot. Aku minum jugak air suam tu tp beringat2 jugak kata org tua, minum at one time sikit2..padahal asyik dahagaaaa jer...and tak kira aku minum jugak kerap2 cuma smaller dose each time.
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Dah terenti pulak tadi menyusu baby...langsung mati idea laks nak sambung..oklah later yeah