Seize the day

Word of the day.

seize

–verb (used with object)

1. to take hold of suddenly or forcibly; grasp

2. to grasp mentally; understand clearly and completely: to seize an idea. 

3. to take possession of by force or at will.

4. to take possession or control as if by suddenly.

5. to take possession of by legal authority. 

6. to capture.

7. to take advantage of promptly: to seize an opportunity. 

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/seize

Letihhh..

Adoiiiii...letih laa....skrg nih tiap khamis and jumaat meks pakai heeled shoes ke school..cewahhhhh hehehehe...bukan aper, dah lama tak berkasut-kasut tinggi bagai nih hehehe sakit gaks la kaki..sbb dah biasa ngan flats and walking shoes ajor selama nih...pehtu, letih jugak mikirin baju & seluar slack formal/separa formal apa yg nak dipakai bila tiba hari khamis and jumaat nih iskk...yerlah, aku bukan ada byk collection baju yg paling tidak pon nampak separa formal kan...selama nih dah biasa ngan jeans aku tuh and tshirt sempoi aku tuh ajor deh hehehehe..tapi aku cam malas la nak beli-beli baju nih..ermmm tp tgk la camana nanti...

Semalam tah camana boleh ter-energetic laks boleh stay back keje sampai malam kat opis nih.. kol 9.30 gitu kot baru balik huhuuuu dah berzaman dah tak begini kekdahnyer....takper i thought, mentara ada semangat, ada kederat, mata tak ngantuk....layannnnnn jer.. dan esok jadik maleh balik kang, awal jer aku balik umah...even si bernardo pon balik lagi awal dari aku smlm, siap bagi reason lagik member ngantuk banget and chris ada situ peneman *dia tau aku penakot gaks tinggal sengsorang memalam*...then, tinggal la si chris ngan aku.... si chris ni new student kat sini..duk tpt kun ying dulu tu...so, mlm tadi aku pesan la kat chris kalau nak balik kang kabo so that i'll be alert aku tinggal sengsorang memalam kat sini nih kan hehehehehe...kekdahnyer....time aku nak chalo tuh aku tgk dia pon packing gaks nak chalo..rupanyer dia pon kata tak baper nak berani tinggal sorang sini hehehehehe....

ok daaaa.

Post-rehearsal

Semalam dah run my last rehearsal for my defense and banyak tul issues yg depa2 ni brought up...yerlah, different ppl different laks perspective depa....ada yg contradicting one another which are very analitical of them yet very useful for me to be prepared of. Sesudah session tu, aku ada a mixed of feelings la jugak sbb macam-macam la.. because i was like hoping that there wont be much criticisms on this work.. well, camner nak cakap..of course there would be..tp aku nih not being a perfectionist yet behaved like one.. senang citer, i was hoping keje aku tu molek-molek dah ala-ala perfect when in actual reality, nothing is kan. haaa ni aku tgh try reason with myself ni.

So, smlm tu lepas setel macam blank kejap because i felt like taktau nak start dari mana nih kan, ada issue baru berbangkit from yesterday's session....so balik umah smlm lepas setel2 urusan, kaboom terus..and pepagi nih dah relax and tenang2...aku pon jot down lah all issues that were pointed in yesterday's session.

..and i realized that,

Most of the issues were suggestions which means, it is up to me and sv to accept and make the change or not but bottom line is, there are weaknesses in my work...however, at this point, aku tokleh nak work on it lagi sbb nak kena tunggu what the academics say dulu pulak nanti kan especially the reviewers *mark oh mark, jennifer oh jennifer*... but what i can do is, to be prepared of how to deal with *defend* for these kind of issues posed to me....well, ada a few gaks yg mmg bunyi macam betul nak kena consider and reconsider jer dalam model aku tuh...and depa2 ni mmg pesan, there will be questions that u cant avoid or can answer, so sometimes accepting is the best way to save your ass esok kat dalam bilik tu hehehehe.

Sv pon ada jumpa smlm prior to the session and dia pon pesan that, we cant satisfy everybody on the floor. There will be ppl who understand what we are saying, some will be so-so and there will be ppl who do not agree with what you are saying. So, he pesan to be nice and accomodate their comments. It is not wrong to admit that you might have overlooked that fact and will need to rethink or reconsider the issues. *Actually, ni mmg standard backup answer for defending students dah nih hahahahah depa la ramai pesan menda yg sama dah nih hehee*

There were not much issues on my proposed methodology, in fact satu jer about selection of sample websites tu but yeah still depa ni students kan, so we'll see apa kata the experts lak. However, comments bebudak ni mmg boleh count sbb depa yg datang smlm mmg among excellent students we have in the school and lucky they're my good friends, so i supposed  they have my best interest at heart. i dunno..maybe lah..but i believe so. So i should guard myself regarding my model nih.

And lepas aku dah jot down tuh, hrmm..ada lah yg aku boleh give solution to their criticisms cuma ada jugak yg i really cant. So, the way i look at it kalau betul the same issue will be pointed dalam actual session sok, then it look like a minor revision to me. huhuhuhu....janganlah the other one hendaknya! Because, last tuesday nyer defense, si lizzie who is one of good students here also..she got a major revision! terkezut gaks aku..sbb dia ni mmg disayangi and normally mmg perform baik dalam keje2/classes dia.

Korang bayangkan, the head of mktg dept si paul tanya dia what is the main contribution in her study sbb dia tak nampak despite what she has presented tu. Tapi si lizzie boleh cakap apa tau "that's a really tough question paul" haa berani ko nak jawab gitu kat a defense question coming from the HOD laks tu kan hehehe but what paul replied was," yeah could be a tough one but one u should be able to answer" huhuuu..and smlm laks *biasa la word of mouth happens gak kat school aku nih..omputeh & chinese sini pon kaki nyampai gaks tau hehehe*, ramai yg kata, the one holding the floor shouldnt have commented in such a way unless u're already a well-known expert huhuuu. i dunno...

But, i remember mak aku kata minggu lepas masa aku ngadu2 kat dia takut and all..mak aku kata, tak semestinyer yg pandai tu lepas setiap masa and tak semestinyer yg kurang perform tu tak berjaya sbb.. semua ni keje Tuhan, Dia yg bagi sumer nyer...and dia bagi la example for such case. Entahlah.....tp, her point is...dah usaha, doa ajer..and the rest berserah.. kalau Dia nak bagi, Dia bagi..kita terima jer.. so, with what has happened to lizzie, what my mom said is true indeed..

So tu lah dia...aku of course berciter kat amran and he was being pretty quiet smlm, didnt comment much....maybe dia taknak tambahkah kerisauan aku...cuma dia kata *well maybe nak sedapkan ati aku kot* that, my frens yg datang nih mmg dah ada goal dalam kepala to be critical and analytical and to come out with comments, so dia kata, mungkin depa2 ni mmg tengok betul2 loopholes in my work and teliti satu-satu menda yg aku present kan smlm...could be jugak eks..

Anyway, apa aku kena buat skrg ialah..utk cuba tackle satu-satu point yg depa hightlight smlm....tapi, taktau kenapa yer...aku macam rasa tenang and cool ajer at the moment..taktau naper.... i dunno...aku rasa doa2 aku, mak dan kengkawan dah mula take effect dah nih that plg tidak pon utk aku tenang dan tak gabra...i dunno...hopefully all will end well for me...

Orait daaaaa.

News to share!

Baru dapat email...paper yg aku anto ker conference di mesia haritu tuh, accepted. alhamdulillah....

So, thanks to those yg mendoakan aku haritu...aku mendoakan saper-saper tuh moga dimurahkan rezeki jugak yer...amin.

Doakan laks semoga aku boleh buat sesi proposal defense tu dengan baik dan jaya yer...thanks in advance!

Random gists

1. Looking forward la sangat ker april nih..tsk tsk..

2. Malam tadi aku mimpi si mark tu bagi byk gilos komen kat proposal aku...tsk tsk..

3. Sleeping pattern aku lately nih dah haywire..tsk tsk..

4. Last week aku ada cakap kat amran, aku macam maleh jer nak masak minggu nih..harus beli jer kot minggu ni....tp pagi tadi masak gaks satu dish..tsk tsk..

5. Ermm... apa aku nak buat first weekend of april tu nanti eks? where do i wanna go? *icon tangan bersatu dan berangan*

6. Rupanyer si pat and si dennis colleague si amran tuh ada share dalam co. yg amran kojer tuh! dia pon baru dapat tau...patut la masa last yr masa nak balik mesia, amran dilemma masalah cuti dia tp si dennis cakap kat amran, 'u just go, dont worry'...kisahnyer dia pong owner kaaa

7. Smlm anto lia and insan kat airport.. farewell, depa balik for good..tsk tsk..but happy for them..ada gambo, kalau rajin nanti baru haplod....malas kalu, tunggu tahun depan eks hehe

8. Esok big day si lizzie..tick tock tick tock..tsk tsk

9. I really cant bear listening to farhana when she said, 'i love u'...dengo suara dia over the phone pon sedih...tsk tsk..over kan? ..tp sedeyy sehh..

10. Oklah..daaaaaa

Some babblings..

hrmm dah lama tak membebel kat blog aku nih..anyway, i've been occupied.. basically occupied with the preparation for my defense seminar, occupied with the tutoring preparation & tutoring itself  and also occupied with my own feelings...i've been experiencing mixed emotions off late..what with so many things to think, deal with and care of, it just adds magnitude to what i've been feeling...but i have to admit, mostly centers on my defense which will be in less than 2 weeks time..these days, i've been so many times down with my own feelings and lack of confidence of what i am to face at the end of this month..i was so depressed, tensed, stressed, emotionally disturbed that altogether many times had lead to the occurence of nervous breakdown. many times in the past week! it's true. all these while i thought i'm strong but the past week had proved i'm wrong. but above all, i thank God there are ppl who understand me, willing to listen and pray for me.. 

an update on my work..basically, the slides are done as well as the presentation text and i've just finished the first round of rehearsal just now...but too bad i couldnt get the actual room *which had been my preference* so i scheduled a 2nd round of rehearsal this week with more audience *read: colleague* being invited. this time, the secretary of the head of mktg dept was able to get me the actual room itself for me to run the rehearsal... so i get to practice using the equipments there. initially, i didnt want to have one...i was just so scared that i thought i'd just do this alone by myself at home but many seniors came to me and advice that maybe i should...they gave me some tips and do's and dont's based on their experience..so, since it's the tradition here..i'll go with it. and about 10 of them had agreed to come *i invited only these ppl* to give preliminary moral support and participate by possibly posting questions for me to be prepared of... bernardo even asked me whether i want him to be high level of critical or just medium range...i said, i dunno perhaps somewhere between medium and high level range...so there i go for next week, insyaallah. my colleague lizzie will be having her session this coming tuesday.. i'm still contemplating of going or not to hers because i dunno why, somehow or rather i get more nervous listening to others prior to my session. that's why i have always preferred to be the first and not the last...so see how.

but other than that, everything is fine with me.. sihat2 alhamdulillah..despite my body's been aching a lot lately; headache, body ache, lose appetite to eat proper meal and all, which all these in the end had turn me into someone who are really a mengada-ngada spoil brat kat umah with amran! hehe, i mean..mmg mengada2 lah..merengek2 tak tentu pasal bila sakit2 badan..merengek2 mintak tolong basuh pinggan kat sink..merengek2 mintak tolong serve food on the table.. merengek2 mengadu this and that, mengada2 majuk bila dia takmo listen to what i was saying *he listened actually but i said he didnt*  and all lah! nasib baik member tu sabo orangnyer hehehe. anyway, rest assured all those will be temporary in nature hehehe *statement kaver tuh!* afterwhich..the ija, i used to be, will be back. huhuuuu.

there goes my babblings..

see u later-later yach!

..laa ni..

lepak-lepak kejap...

"Our greatest glory is not in never *failing*, but in rising up every time we fail."

http://thinkexist.com/quotation/our_greatest_glory_is_not_in_never_failing-but_in/224612.html

jom makan cekelat!!

Cakkk!!

ok, ok..hari sabtu mmg hari aku letak gambo kucen hehehe..

Jom bekpes!

Two voices, one song

It's so rare to find a friend like you
Somehow when you're around, the sky is always blue
The way we talk, the things you say
The way you make it all ok
And how you know, all of my jokes, but you laugh anyway!

*Chorus*:
If I could wish for one thing, I'd take the smile that you bring
Wherever you go in this world I'll come along!
Together we dream the same dream
Forever I'm here for you, you're here for me
Oh ooh oh
Two Voices, One Song

Now everyday is something new
And any path we take im looking for word two
The way we try and never quit
the way that all the pieces fit
the way we know the parts by heart
and sing out loud

*Chorus*:
If I could wish for one thing, I'd take the smile that you bring
wherever you go in this world I'll come along!
Together we dream the same dream.
Forever I'm here for you, you're here for me.
Oh ooh oh
Two Voices, One Song


Bridge:
And anywhere you are
You know I'll be around
And when you call my name
I'll listen for the sound!

*Chorus*:
If I could wish for one thing, I'd take the smile that you bring
Wherever you go in this world I'll come along!
Together we dream the same dream
Forever I'm here for you, you're here for me
Oh ooh oh
Two Voices, One Song


If I could wish for one thing, I'd take the smile that you bring
With you by my side I can't go wrong
Now I have all that i need
And the sweetest sound will always be
Oh ooh oh
Two Voices, One Song
Oh ooh oh
Two Voices, One Song
Oh ooh oh
Two Voices, One Song

:: Cassidy Ladden ::

Cakpong, cakpong..

Semalam dapat satu good news dari one of my good frens yg dah sekian lama terpisah....dia akan melangsungkan hari bahagia dia tak lama lagi...walaupon dia tau, aku nih jauh..dia jemput gaks la aku...i'm touched...so, congrats!! tahniah! mmg berita yg membahagiakan indeed for i've been waiting for this kind of news to come...dalam happy-happy tu, terselit gaks rasa sayu sbb tak dapat menghadirkan diri ke majlis dia....sbb mmg dah berniat dari dulu2 lagi nak datang ke big day dia...to be there with her, to be there for her...tp tu lah kan... kita hanya mampu merancang ajer, Tuhan juga yg menentukan segalanyer....so..takperlah & dia pon memahami.....dapat kad pon jaaadiiilah kan...kad pon lom buat, yer? hehehe....i'll just wait for the photos ajor lahhh...congrats again to u! i'm so happy for u...

..dan to Wa, thanks for that song..very lovely and i love it so much! jarang2 dapat song dedication, gini lah laku nyer hahahaha

..dan untuk seseorang yg tengah weng weng dan fening kepala termangu tuh...hehehe percayalah...percayalah pada kata-kataku ittew hehehehe...i feel it strong in my heart occay! huhuuuu.....

..and last but not least, i'm praying for the best for myself...and the best for all of you, my friends out there..

Wokesss daaaaaaaaaaaa.

Wahh!!

Baru lepas baca email school and ingat dak my paper kat conference akhir tahun lepas? *Dec 08*. Wahhh my paper been invited to be published in an international journal!! Wah wah wah! This is the first for me nih huhuuu..*so bear with my jakun-ness and excitement yach!* Well, ni idak la first tier *kelas pertama* nyer journal..tapi hrmm macam ok jugak kan for a start..orang kata, start dari bawah dulu kan then climb yourself up...and this one, international journal laks tuh huhuu..depa kata depa interested with my paper yg aku present kat conference haritu and request it to be published. Katanya lagi, all papers will be subject to double-blind peer review. Double-blind review ni maksudnya, masa kita submit paper for reviewing process tuh, those involved tak letak nama, author anonymous..the reviewers pon anonymous. Ada reviewers tu yg bagus tu actually, sbb aku boleh dapat additional feedbacks on my work *paper nih mmg part of my research work pon*. Final masa nak publish kat journal, baru letak nama author.

hrmm...actually this is an opportunity nih...cuma, no doubt keje bertambah la nih.. sbb..paper nak kena repair sikit, sure punyer, then dia akan pegi back and forth, back and forth antara journal tu and myself.. tapi kan..ada tapi lah pulak kannnn hehehe ermm actually, aku not sure lagi nih.. whether paper nih setelah go thru the back and forth akan automatically accepted ker atau tak ker camana kan...hrmm....tapi takperlah, just give it a try..who knows? rezeki could be on my side!

erkkk 2 entries in a day eks? dah lepas publish the previous one baru masuk email on this one.. so blasah jer laaa..

ok daaaa...

Salam Maulidur Rasul...

Weken yg lepas nih, aku just lepak2 ajer *what's new?? hehe*..sabtu gi school..sambung wat slides...sementelah amran pon kojer...hrmm...talking about this, last 2 weeks boss dia baru jer kata no overtime dah for everybody...well, suspens gaks dah kami...yer lah kan.. it will all start from that kan....hrm..tapi setakat nih still ada la sikit2 lagi ot for him belah petang2 tu..in fact, kelmarin sabtu pon dia kena panggil gaks....i dont mind sbb aku pon nak buat keje aku gaks and mmg aku support pon dia amik kalau boss dia request dia buat ot...and amran pulak mmg love his work, so takder hal.....bukan aper, mentara ada peluang buat duit kat aussie nih, buat ler...*erkkk mata duitan sangat ker aku nih? haha*..idaklah, ni sumer buat backup time-time balik mesia sok..yg taktau lagi nasib dia in getting jobs camana kan....so kira oklah lagi takat nih for him alhamdulillah.. untuk takat ni lah.. esok lusa taktau lah pulak.. moga2 rezeki kami terus bertambah...

Owhh aku tengah citer apa tadi?? pasal slides kan? hahaha melencong...anyway, smlm pon agak produktif pada aku.. i mean, dari segi progress keje skolah laaa.. sbb dah lama aku tak wat keje hari ahad hehehe melepaks ajer selama nih...yerlah kan, ada approaching duedate kan, so agak2 la adjust activity weken..

Wokess tu jer..

Lopes

..tingin laks kuih lopes pepagi subuh nih......

Pondering....

..hrmm...kadang skali-skali tengok diri aku nih cam bukan student jer....banyak main dari keje ker aku nih?...hrmm...macam baru nak ada kesedaran sivik jer aku nih hehehe..kesedaran sivik tuh! whatever the word means..hahaha..

Gossip pagi

wah wah wahh si bernardo sebelah aku nih dah mula busy sakan lah nih.. dia ada 3 courses yg dia kena amik this semester...betul-betul macam situasi aku, exactly setahun yg lalu huhuuu tiga-tiga courses yg ada submission setiap minggu for each course..huhuuuu....mmg kalut dan tensi dan stress sokmo...tapi si bernardo nih memang lah berwawasan.. dia boleh gi enrol lagi masuk satu additional class utk course yg ada kaitan ngan research yg dia nak buat tu huhh mamat tuh...tp dia nih budak pandai takper laaaa...dah pandai, rajin laks tuh...so total ada 4 courses plus dia nak aim nak ngerjakan jugak proposal dia tuh..huh..i bet he's really gonna be that occupied this semester...hrmmm....kurang nyembang ngan aku dah la gamaknyer dia kot sem ni...

ada satu hari tu dia tension ngan both sv-s dia..yg sorang cakap gini, the other one cakap gitu.. member tengah2 tu tersepit..huhuu...tersepit di antara dua sv jangan memain wooo....kena tactical....idak kalu, migraine sokmo.....ermm well, ni common problem jugak actually among research students nih....anyway, last last dia mintak opinion mak dia kat brazil nun on how he should deal with this.. and of course, mmg wise advice ler dari mak dia tuh...some more, mak dia tu an academic kat one of brazil's universities....

okesss dah laaa, sekian gossip pagi..aku nak buat presentation slides nih pulak...

daaaaaaa.

Bicara pagi

Suami:"yang, pada pendapat yang..patutkah rihanna kembali pada chris brown?"

Isteri:*sedang idang2 bekpes di meja kecil kat hall*...dengan suara yg tegas bak ketua pembela nasib kaum wanita berkata, "tak patut!!....abang laks rasa camana?"

Suami: "memang tak patut pon..baik takyah"..sambil geleng-geleng kepala...

Isteri  dalam hati : *wahhh sependapat laks kali nih* (well, u know due to mars vs venus issues)..sambil si isteri mengagumi suaminyer sbb sependapat dalam hal nih..

Suami: *sambil duduk di kerusi berhadapan isterinyer yg sedang menghirup teh-o panas*.." ha ah memang tak patut..rihanna patutnyer kembali ke sisi abang"

Isteri: "haa?" caught off guard japs ngan jawapan tak disangka tuh sampai nyaris tak tersembur air teh-o panas tuh...ter-speechless kejap dan hanya mampu pandang jer ngan buntang mata kat suami dia utk beberapa saat sebelum berkata, "oooo, pandai melawak dah eks" 

Suami: *gelak berdekah-dekah tak hengat donia!*

Isteri: "takper, 1-0...ni bagi markah free jer nih..skali skala"..sambil tersengih-sengih and then terus makan wat taktau jer..

Sekian sembang-sembang di pagi ahad yg lalu..

Wahhh

Sambungan dari entry semalam tuh...school nih pon terima a few research students jugak..depa nih datang time first semester kan so quite a number gaks intake nyer...ada dua tiga of them yg aku dah jumpa dan kenal..while the rest hanya baru takat senyum2, exchange 'hi and bye' dan 'how are you' jer..salah sorang new student yg aku baru terserempak, si fabian..wahh sweet sehhh orangnyer hehehe tp lom sempat berkenalan dari mana, study menda dan soklan2 yg sewaktu dengannyer...so, meks busy okeh lepas nih menjalankan tugas-tugas tutoring untuk student-student baru nih wah wah wahh heeheehee...

owh btw, aku baru pasan eks.. dalam banyak2 bulan..bulan mac ler yg aku takder kengkawan rapat yg sambut besday.. saper besday bulan ni angkat tangan!! bukan aper.. schedule besday bulan mac aku nih kosong sangat..so nak isi ler...jgn salah sangka kata aku nak bagi hadiah laks..ingat pon lom tentu hehehehe

daaaaaaaaaa

New semester

The new semester dah mula...so..penuh lah balik ngan students...riuh rendah..kat level aku nih pon ramai dah bebudak ke hulu ke hilir gi bilik lecturer2 depa..tapi idak laks aku nampak ramai lagi lecturer nyer....sebab class will only start next week so perhaps masih dalam mode cuti lagi kot depa....kat library lawn, quadrangle lawn pon meriah dah ngan bebudak melepaks ngan laptop memasing, dgn buku memasing ataupon mengelamun sendirian.....how time flies eks...new semester, end semester, then new semester again and end semester again and on and on and on...at present, sedar tak sedar...dah sampai ker first quarter of the year already sedangkan rasa baru jer buat new year resolution haritu.....adoiii.....how time flies....

daaaaaaaa

Dah submit

aku baru jer submit proposal aku sebanyak 6 copy termasuk utk sv aku skali...

erm pepagi tadi aku kewl jer.. tapi ni lepas2 aku submit, aku rasa resah gelisah laks.. eee mikirkan penerimaan depa2 tuh..eeee camno la nasib aku nih eks...entah ler..ikot nasib ler..

tapi tadi bila ada a few yg tau aku dah submit kemain congratulate aku lagik, makin buat aku gelisah jer pulak..huhuuu

okes signing off, .....daaaaaaaaaaa.

No mountains too high

No mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call
I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I am your angel

::Celine Dion & R Kelly::

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I was browsing for songs kat tenet and terjumpa lagu nih...Actually lagu nih lagu feveret ada sorang kawan baik aku masa degree dulu... dan dia nyer all-time-favourite quote yg dia mesti cakap kat aku dulu pada masa-masa tertentu..."no mountains too high.." and the rest dia soh aku sambung sendiri la hehehe

...this is the month where i'll be more occupied and feeling more insecure than before....*sigh*..