Selesai dah proposal defense!

Actually aku dah tulih panjang lebor citer2 pasal nih.. tapiiiiii...mmg punyer panjang la citer2nya that mostly on academic so aku transfer lah ke academic platform aku la instead. Kang boring laks kome membacanyer. Anyway, offical result lom keluar on defense aku tuh and detailed report pon lom dapat gaks.. should be next week...tapi sv aku dah cakap smlm, pass with minor revision! alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah..so dah lepas dah nih..dah lompat pagar dah nih huhuuuu

Well, perjuangan belum selesai.. ni baru separuh jalan.. but alhamdulillah aku dah sampai separuh dari my study milestone...mark told bernardo smlm *disampaikan oleh bernardo kat aku masa mengopi ngan dia sejurus selesai smlm* that, he was very impressed ngan presentation aku. Dia tanya bernardo, 'did she rehearse' and bernardo said yes.. Sbb mark kata aku looked so confident and smooth. Tapi mmg pon aku rasa dalam byk2 keje/presentation yg aku penah buat sepanjang jadik student kat aussie nih, i think i did the best in this one! Mmg in contrary to what i think, aku tak nervous masa present..macam ntah.. cam biasa jer rasa..and yeap, i think i did much much better than masa my rehearsal haritu...rehearsal haritu gagap byk kali...alhamdulillah..

Komen usah kata laa.. mmg banyak komen2 smlm...mostly are suggestions from the floor..u know, sorang bagi idea and then sorang support and then sorang tambah idea lagi and on and on and on..ada jugak yg aku kena macam re-phrase my sentence to make it clear.. yg ni menda kecik2 byk gak..tapi gonna be tedious gaks aku rasa menda2 nih...issue measurement pon ada gaks on some constructs aku tuh...tang suggestions tu laks like i said earlier, actually up to me and sv to terima and buat ker tak. Aku rasa aku fumble byk gaks kat kat section nih sbb..entah cam tak reti nak komen laks bila depa bagi komen2 depa tu iskk..tapi ok lah kira tu.. cadangan sumer tu mmg bernas2 belaka and could enrich my work. Tapi nyer, personally aku rasa tak semestinyer kita kena amik kesemuanya.. considering we have our limitations as well. Apa yg aku tak baper puas hati ialah, lepas defense tu..panel *reviewer* meeting skali ngan sv..aku tak masuk la of kos.. so normally masa ni lah sv akan defend keje kita and whatnots.. tapi yg aku tak puas ati tu.. dia gi agree to ALL suggestions by the reviewers and those on the floor tadi. Banyak menda la jadiknyer!! Geram aku.

Lagi satu kan, masa colleague aku *same sv* nyer session last time kan....pantang ada soklan2 yg bertanya..dia kemain lagi mencelah tolong jawab, tolong kaver..tapi time aku smlm, dia diammmmmm ajer! eeeeee!! Siap mark and murali lagi pulak yg ada skali skala mencelah tokok tambah jawapan aku pada soklan yg ditanya. Bias gaks dia kan??? Selama ni keje si j tu kemain critikal lagi dia *well si j tu bangsa dia dari negara dia what can i say* padahal tak penah dia nak critical on my work. It has been good and good on mine so far katanyer. Tapi betul eks..bila kita dapat critisicms on our work nih mmg bagus sebenonyer sbb it makes me see more clearly especially on the loopholes and also especially, cabang2 yg boleh ditambah utk enhance kan keje aku nih. Cumanyer... alaaaaa more work la kan hehehe..

Owh satu lagi kan, despite pesanan senior sblm2 ni that once dah submit proposal.. jgn buat apa2 dah.. jgn dig lagi info, jgn betul2/tokok tambah lagi.. tetapiiiiii sebaliknyer, itu yg aku buat masa aku review2 dlm proses preparation tu i came across new ideas and identified errors/weaknesses..so aku highlight and rectify dalam presentation aku tusmlm..tu yg mark kata presentation aku richer than the document.. tapi nyer, rasain lorrr kan..kena tambah la kan..

Anyway, overall ok laa sbb aku rasa aku capai objektif aku, i presented well, i got the comments/feedback i've been wanting *altho it means more work* and this is over!! Defense kat school ni mmg major event dalam study aku nih *that's why 1.5 jam kena drill berdiri kat depan hehe* sbb lepas ni takde dah major presentation macam ni..no viva kat sini.

Last but not least, thanks thanks thanks so much to ALL yg mendoakan aku, yg wish kan aku..thank you...i love u all so much! i received many well wishes kat blog, kat ym, kat email, kat sms and kat merata-rata lagi..all are meaningful indeed for me.. and owh received a congratulation card from bernardo as well pagi sebelum aku defend tuh.

Okesss daaaaaa ermmmm weken ni nak meronggeng ke mana eks? yeahhh yeahhh yesssss i did it!! wokesss skrg masuk fasa seterusnyer laks wuhuuu love it!!!