Friday, July 4, 2008

Patience and gut feeling are all a person needs....

Alhamdulillah....somehow..the puzzles that have been hanging around me these past days and weeks...that has brought many many questions in my head which only God has the answer........has slowly started to fall into place....and helps me make decisions within all too many constraints that came one after another.

I actually have had a pre-decision made, deep down..... but...dont dare to step further coz somehow the 'handbrake' is still on...when I was about to decide...somehow I still have reservations...dont know why initially....orang melayu kata...ada yang tersangkut lagi di hati...ngeh ngeh ngeh.. jangan speku ekss kekekekeke..it is nothing like what you think...except for one or two of you perhaps..

Whatever it is, I thank God that I have such faith in myself.. to have some patience....in believing that the decision I'm holding on to...will be the right one.

It is not too big a decision if you wonder.....such a big fuss I make to myself....and to you *thanks guys... I know you care for me* but because the decision affects many other issues where one is linked to another and another and another....plus me being one who wants the best way to solve things and put the opportunity cost at its most minimum level...inilah akibatnya...

Apa-apa pon... at least.... I'm at ease now!!


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Now..let's put that aside...

Since tomorrow's a Saturday...I'd like to wish my bestfriend Wa a merry Happy Birthday!!! May Allah bless you with iman, rahmat and good fate...I wish that you will achieve whatever you hope for... have a happy life and surrounded by people who loves and appreciate you... last but not least...may our friendship last forever...

Wa and I have been the best of friends since our first semester of matriculation in UPM.. we were in the same dorm...same course...statemate as well hehehe...we had walked and ride on a motorbike to and fro the lectures till we graduate together....slept on the same pillow at times...the one friend whose advice I can rely the most....have always been there at anytime I needed her....been there during my hard and good times....even until now although we are separated by oceans deep......

With all good things that you have done for me... I put forth a prayer for you...to have a happy and successful life in your future undertakings...amin...



24 comments:

Sue.Aleen said...

best friends saya kat U tak de yang kekal.. yang kekal sampai sekarang kawan sekolah menengah & satu orang tu yang kekal, yang mula-mula kawan lepas tu kawen... ahaks!!

Hazelsyd said...

Sue,

hehehehe..tak per.. tak kisah kan.. as long as we have people whom we love around us..ok dahh..

Anonymous said...

best fren saya juga adalah dari sekolah rendah dan menengah. U ilek.

cekputeh said...

Jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

Ko ni buat aku terharu je...kakaka.

Thanks Ja, u too..has always be at my side in whatever 'shape' i'm in..

At times, aku mcm riso I'm not being good as you be good to me...minta maaf awal2 kalo aku ada terkurang, tersilap ke kat mana2 ek?

Smlm Hana send email mengingatkan kenangan2 lama masa kat rmh sewa, ni ko pulak mengingatkan balik ke alam kita naik motor sesama tuuu...ish..mmg miss smua2 tu so much!

Thanks for being my very best friend! Luv u..*wink*

May Allah bless our friendship forever!

Hazelsyd said...

Ady,

Takpa..asalkan ada besfren hehehe

Hazelsyd said...

Wa,

Such kenangan eks?? hihihi..good ol' days...tempat bonceng motor ko tuh macam dah ada cop nama aku dah dulu hahaha..

*Love u too*

Ayu Mohamad said...

Aku nak ucap kat Wa juga Happy besday Wa.. moga murah rezeki, dipanjangkan umo dan diberkati Allah selalu.. aminnnnnnnnnnn

Ija, arituh aku ckp kat Ina, tgk Ija study aku cuak ler Ina nak further.. kamu tau le rkite jenis mcm mana kannnn.. tapi bila kamu pon semangat smabung then I guess i should be ok la kot.. apapun.. aku akan melihat progress Ina hehehe.. kamu udah berjaya buat aku kecut perut ija weiii

Hazelsyd said...

Ayu,

hehehe takdak apa lahhh hangpa okay punyerrrr...

tapi aku citer apa yg aku lalui dan rasai...at least boleh buat orang lain bersedia kan..

Anonymous said...

ija, aku tgk comment wa buat aku teringat benda ni. Ingat lagi ko and wa selalu pakai sunglass naik motor and tn. hj yaakob nampak. The next day in his class, dia tanye kome, boleh nampak ke pakai sunglass tu sebab gelap sgt. aku senyum sorang mengingatkan those memories.

Sue.Aleen said...

kak ija...

lupa plak nak wish kat kawan kak ija tu happy beday...

lupa plak jugak ada sorang kawan u yang rapat sampai ari ni..

awat lupa nehh?

Hazelsyd said...

Hana,

kekekeke Tn Hj tu memang!! hahaha. Dalam garang dia tu.. pak lawak.. aku ingat gak masa aku berutus-utus surat sorok2 dalam kelas Tn Haji Yaacob tu..dgn Wan..then Tn Hj mengantoikan kitaorg suh Wan baca surat tu kekekeke...nasib baik dia tak insist...sbb dalam surat tu kami komplen pasal group work yg Tn Hj assign kat group kitaorg hahaha! Hadoihh laaa

Hazelsyd said...

Sue,

Lupa?? hehehe banyak sangat pkir masalah negara kot heheheheh memain jer tau!!

Anonymous said...

Ija, camna aku tak ingat kejadian kantoi tu ha? ke masa tu aku ponteng? masa tu aku ngan wa dlm group ko jugak? dah lupa laa... yg aku ingat, bila ada kelas dia, aku kena cari t-shirt collar nak pakai hari tu...

Anonymous said...

Hana,

heheh probably sbb tu kisah aku ngan Wan jer kot...kami dok passing passing surat sambil tersengih2 kot tu kantoi.. tak perasan lak..

pasal t-shirt tu heheh memangggg aku tau..heheeh

Norae said...

Ija..

Alhamdulillah. Semoga dipermudahkan segala masalah kamu... :)

Anonymous said...

Nora,

Thanks... dan... erm... rasa-rasanya.. setel dah kot permasalahan ku ittew hehehehe Tuhan sekadar menguji kesabaranku ini hikhikhik

cekputeh said...

Amboiii....byk komen hana tu. Smlm dia sengaja mengimbaukan kenangan dulu2...mmg aku pun tersenyum2.

Ja ko ingat tak yang 'seseorang' yg pernah jadi kawan kita tu ckp...dari jauh dia tau beno motor kita, sbb yg dok depan pjg kakinya, yg dok blkg kaki tergantung. Dia kata..bila tgk tu, sah le wa&ija. Kakakakkaka...

Na, sunglass maheiiiiii tu...kakakaka

*teringat 'skandal' Tn Hj Yaakob tu, tp plg ingat kereta dia...perghhh

Anonymous said...

hi my dear sweet apple pie. happy birthday tuk kawan baik u si Wa tu. HI Wa!! I laraaa. *sapa tanya pun kan. hahahah*

ok H. x dapek nak bermesraan dgn u tadi. Happy weekend ya. This gonna be another busy weekend for me too! Wuaaaa .. i got no life!!!!


yours faithfully
Darling Lara

Hazelsyd said...

Wa,

hahahaha aku ingatttt mamat tu!! Suker dia tu nak cari gaduh ngan aku.. sudahnya gaduh laaa sampai skrg hahaha

huhuuuu skandal ittew juga tidak ku lupa Wa.. kalah jugak Tn Haji ekss ngan godaan donia nih hehehehe..tp dah cepat insap balik dah hehehe

Hazelsyd said...

DL!!

*hugss*

Kemari lagi kauuu ekss ke sini hehehehe....ha ah tak dapek nak bermesraan eks hr ni.. next week la eks.. if God permits..

man man gaks kojer tu beb!

Anonymous said...

ha?... skandal punye cerita pun dah nak keluar kat sini....bahaya ja...

btw, sape yg "seseorang" pernah menjadi kawan tu? aku rasa macam tau tapi mcm tak sure. dia yg ku tumpang ke kenduri kawin ko ke ja?

Anonymous said...

tudiah manyak bebenor masalah negaranya weii..

paperpung semoga sumernyer selamat yach..

Hazelsyd said...

Hana,

hehehehe...

seseorang ittew?? biarlah rahsia...hehehe

Hazelsyd said...

Bat,

hehehe.. biasaaaaaaa...

insyaallah.. thanks.