Best and best-est buddies

Teringat entry Angahnyer entry on how she managed to get together with her long-lost (betul ka?) best boy buddy... Her entry indirectly reminds me of those (those tuh!) boy buddies I used to have... yer dek non.. used to have.. coz as everybody proceeds with their life, things change, we respect those changes and know our boundaries... but somehow....when I started working.... I kind of lost them all...*aku dah terbayang Wa cekak pinggang dah tuu.. sabo sabo...nanti aku wat entry khas utk ko hiks!! ni opposite gender nyer citer!*

Starting from 1st yr degree, I have N*** who first started off wanting me to be his special kihkihkih.. but I rejected.. aiiyooooo...mana bulehh...baru 3 minggu masuk kuliah sesama ok! (patut le tetiap hari pinjam buku nota maths aku.. sabo jer.. ko ingat dak Wa? kekeke). huhu tapi ada guy yg approach aku lepas 1 minggu orientasi occay hehe! chomel sgt! (ko setuju kan Wa?) tp aku reject gaks...1 minggu maaaa...opssss..ter-side track lak.. anyway... aku tak suka N*** ni asalnya.. tp.. one fine day dia citer kisah sedih dia.. dia jaga arwah mak dia masa hayat dia.. honestly, mmg sedih laaaa *yer wa aku masih ingat*.. masa tu dia citer tepi koridor masa nak masuk kuliah, sabo jer. So after that, it kinda changed my perception abt mamat ni and we turned into good friends. Really!! Friends for benefit kah? Define friends for benefit keh keh keh.. taklah...biasa la good fren kan, tolong menolong sesama insan but byknyer dia tolong aku and geng2 aku hiks! To cut the long story short, it ended some time few yrs ago. *rahsia~ hanya yg tau, tau* but.. it was such a 'thing' that I couldnt take it. Hati gajah jugak aku ni yer Bat? :) But, I have to admit... once in a while.. I do think of him..

Aku close gak dgn R***** sbb sama2 join kelab rekreasi yg aku nih naib presidennya..so byk spent time together ber-camping and rekreasi bagai...he always citer2 one kat aku about the girl yg dia suka.. tp masa 3rd yr kot bila aku start dok outcampus.. we kind of distanced a bit... and mamat ni *huh! abesss laa kalau aku ter-bagi dia masuk blog ni one day* macam ala2 merajuk gitu sbb aku busy dgn dunia study ku (ye ker eks??).. tp betul, aku mmg bab study aku utama kan..so, we drifted apart... actually..we can contact each other if we want to... he can do so as much as I can do the same...tp..bukan ajer hati gajah Bat, kepala gajah gaks kekekekeke

Masa aku buat masters...aku close dgn this one guy.. yerrrr utk kesekian kalinyer.. dia jugak approach aku tp....hati ini tiada di situ...so, we turned into the best-est of friends. Owh best Angah! Through thick and thin, I tell u! I luv him, I do.. but as the best-est of friends. He loaned me his laptop throughout my study period, he came to my place, bring me over to KFC (aku kan student miskin, dgn duit mara~dia dah keje), he would call me to wake me up..."bangun! bangun! semayang subuh! study! wat assignment! hr ni submission!!".. gitu lah lebih kurang...or... he would call me at dinihari (aku jenis study di dinihari, bukan malam hari) utk temankan aku kasi mata boleh bukak sket... kasi aku gelak2 sikit..then okeh.. dah stabil.. he let me do my study..sungguh....weh lama aku kawan dgn dia.. start sama dgn aku start berkawan dgn ex-bf aku.. cuma taktau pulak aku masa tu.. he already has the heart for me! *aku kan minah blur* anyway, gayut tepon kaw kaw...a fren i'd turn to during my ups and downs....

*welkam Bear!! aku tau at this moment ko lom masuk blog ni, sbb aku dah lost contact dgn ko.. tp gut feeling says, one day u'll land in this blog jugakk hehehehe, so aku welkam sesiap!*

Anyway...long story cut short jugak, when I was in Kelantan.. we still contacted each other through emails....but for one good reason, we kind of drifted, become apart and stopped!.

Later. Aku nak bukak artikel dah nih.