Yeay!

Huh! Syok betul bila ngenangkan hr ni Rabu...sbb hr ni last class for each week.... bila masuk Ahad, aura2 stress tu nak datang balik dah sbb Isnin mula dah la...Selasa tu peak stressnya.. then Rabu, best! Tak tau lah yek kot sebenarnya sama jer every week...tp I find that this week is the hardest for me because the articles for this week's classes are really heavy and also just too many. Monday, the main issue was on cross-culture where we got to think and debate whether Hofstede's landmark study on cross cultural dimensions are valid or not. Huh! Level dewa2 tu, bukan level aku hahaha. Tapi, goreng2 la sikit kan.. janji lepas keh keh keh. Tapi nasib baiknyer kelas yg ni, dah sebab cross culture kan.. aku pon apply la being a muslim in a muslim country .. apa consideration, apa bezanya yg perlu di ambil kira kalau nak buat research on muslim country ni kan.. nak approach cemana, org melayu ni kadang byk pantang larangnyer cececece (ke pantang larang aku jer).. alaaaa.. saje la tambah perisa sket so that nampak interesting (read:real) lah citer aku nih hahaha.. tp lecturer aku tu percaya jer (read:agree)..sbb dia penah buat research on muslims in India so macam kena jer dgn dongengan aku tu. Takpa, janji participate and lepas.

Selasa mmg kelas yg plg stressful pada aku sbb.. ni highly conceptual nyer kelas.. and lemahnya aku ni tak terror nak imagine things..erm.. tp boleh la sikit2...pulak tu topiknya minggu ni on 'marketing system' .... masa aku perosah Amran tolong aku jawab soklan2 tu aku cakap kat dia ni soklan2 utk menyelamatkan dunia ni.. bukannya level aku ni (alasan lagiiii), dia gelak beso. Well.. boleh rely jugak kat hubby aku ni sbb walaupon jauh lebih senyap and different level of education ..tp general knowledge.. jauhhhhhhh tingginyer dari aku. Aku mmg suker org yg general knowledge nyer baguss sbb boleh citer2 kat aku sbb aku nyer general knowledge teruk skali. Anyway, so he did give me some insights or at least his comments make me think about it and help me generate answers more relevant to my field. Tapi rasanya dia pon turut sama pressure kot bila aku mula cakap..'cuba tgk soklan2 ni... bla bla bla..'..hahahaha. Na, patutnya masa aku buat topik decision support systems tu aku tanya ko ekss.. isk..

Rabu aku suka sbb ni kelas data analysis.. mmg aku prefer numbers instead of subjectivity and also bila buat assignment yg ni aku tak ngantuk... but that article was hard as well just now. nasib baik, lect tu tak suruh bincang ke debate ke kritik tadi sbb nak focus on anova, manova exercises.

Wokeh.. so erm.. apa nak citer eks? It is getting colder, I thought of going out shopping for walking shoes... quilt cover...lagi apa eks.. aku ada mentally list kan hr tu.. erm..warm clothes etc etc. Aku ni mmg selalunyer macam ni... bila tense tu tgh peak.. aku pasang plan kemain lagi.. Khamis nak gi outing la.. shopping la...(remember, Khamis shopping day so those shops close at 9pm, otherwise 5pm)..sbb nak release stress.. nak rasa legaaa sangat.. can't wait.. mmg tu la aku dok cakap2 kat Amran. Tapi.. macam skrg ni kan, bila dah habih kelas.. aku dah relaks2 dah... kepala dah clear...somehow aku tak terasa pon nak keluo shopping ke apa..... I'd rather stay at my place and start looking and reading on work for next week... patut la Tun penah kata kat aku dulu.. aku ni 'square face'...Neways, mungkin gi jugak kot esok..

Work for next week sudah mariii..next tuesday will be another session of answering questions yg di tahap dewa2.. aku nak kena start awallah camni.. otherwise, aku jugak yg panik tak tentu hala...there are submissions for both tuesday and wednesday... bila ada submission ni aku particular la sikit sbb.. yer lah kan.. marks dia dikira ke final.. so.. kene kerja keras sikit utk understand, reflect and contribute.... Talking about marks, I have got back some of my assignments and all I can say is.. I am in an average category of students.. belum bagus lagi..because my marks range around 70-80, cuma satu tu jer kejayaan cemerlang, 85 hehehehe. Akan kukenang...

Wokehh satgi nak gi pos brg kat minah itu.